Sunday, April 23, 2006 @8:09 PM
I am totally freaked out at my ability to sleep nowadays.. I actually need an average 14 hours of sleep daily when 9 hours of sleep sufficed in the past. Whatever happened to me?! Damn.. Studies are progressing at a crawling speed. Starting to get worried/freaked out/stressed/jittery. *ARGH!!* I just need to scream out loud!!
At least this semester I can study in peace. No unnecessary meaningless chit-chat sessions over the phone. No disturbance, no distraction.
Sometimes I wonder what time can do to us. It's been said some time apart actually helps to bring 2 people closer. However, I think that too much time apart can turn one person hostile to the other for some reason. I saw this friend online the other day. It's been a long time since I chatted with her due to our work committments. I saw her depressing nick and decided to just drop her a line of enouragement (yes, that's how sweet a person I am). Instead of replying, she choosed not to, despite her online status. I thought perhaps she could be busy and left it at that. Even when I saw her on MSN over the next few days, she also didnt msn me to say hi. Before you get me wrong, I would just like to clarify that I dont really need her to reciprocate my concern for her. Neither do I want anything in return for my care for her. It's just that I find it slightly offending to why this friend is so unappreciative. Subsequently when I saw her online, all she could offer me was "huh?" I'm like WTH lar.. This is an online MSN chat, please dont HUH me. If u missed my point, at least refer to the earlier part of the conversation. It's so silly to huh someone when there isnt a need to. Well, perhaps I'm just too critical. I really do not mind if u HUH me to make an impact. For example:
Me: Hey XX! I'm going to skip all my exams..
XX: HUH?!?!
I saw Kang Xi Lai Le on Saturday night. The guest was Fei Xiang. OMG.. I think he's damn charismatic. The way he carries himself is just so godamn charming! And he has CHEST HAIR! How manly is that....
*Disclaimer: Chest hair only looks sexy on certain type of guys*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-