The Dollicious-Sinner

Monday, April 24, 2006 @12:30 AM

OH MY GOD. Being bored, I decided to read my friends' blogs. After some random linkages here and there (ya, so what if I'm KPO?), I stumbled upon one of my DSS's classmate's blog. I realised she's getting ROM. That's the reason why I do not like to be linked, because I never know who is reading my blog! I bet the burning question amongst the E1 people would be who's the lucky girl? Hahahahaha...

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Sunday, April 23, 2006 @8:09 PM

I am totally freaked out at my ability to sleep nowadays.. I actually need an average 14 hours of sleep daily when 9 hours of sleep sufficed in the past. Whatever happened to me?! Damn.. Studies are progressing at a crawling speed. Starting to get worried/freaked out/stressed/jittery. *ARGH!!* I just need to scream out loud!!

At least this semester I can study in peace. No unnecessary meaningless chit-chat sessions over the phone. No disturbance, no distraction.

Sometimes I wonder what time can do to us. It's been said some time apart actually helps to bring 2 people closer. However, I think that too much time apart can turn one person hostile to the other for some reason. I saw this friend online the other day. It's been a long time since I chatted with her due to our work committments. I saw her depressing nick and decided to just drop her a line of enouragement (yes, that's how sweet a person I am). Instead of replying, she choosed not to, despite her online status. I thought perhaps she could be busy and left it at that. Even when I saw her on MSN over the next few days, she also didnt msn me to say hi. Before you get me wrong, I would just like to clarify that I dont really need her to reciprocate my concern for her. Neither do I want anything in return for my care for her. It's just that I find it slightly offending to why this friend is so unappreciative. Subsequently when I saw her online, all she could offer me was "huh?" I'm like WTH lar.. This is an online MSN chat, please dont HUH me. If u missed my point, at least refer to the earlier part of the conversation. It's so silly to huh someone when there isnt a need to. Well, perhaps I'm just too critical. I really do not mind if u HUH me to make an impact. For example:
Me: Hey XX! I'm going to skip all my exams..
XX: HUH?!?!

I saw Kang Xi Lai Le on Saturday night. The guest was Fei Xiang. OMG.. I think he's damn charismatic. The way he carries himself is just so godamn charming! And he has CHEST HAIR! How manly is that....
*Disclaimer: Chest hair only looks sexy on certain type of guys*

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Friday, April 21, 2006 @7:38 AM

Was supposed to collect my urine results today. However, upon reaching there, they informed us that the results are not out yet. WTF lar.. They wanted us to go on this date yet when we reached there we were given this kind of shit. TMD. Is this how efficient our policemen are? Wow.. Amazing efficiency man.

Damn demoralised.. Did my advanced accounting tutorial for the very first time this semester to find out that most of my answers are freaking wrong. Sianz half.. (Minyi u are better than me lor.. at least u got the whole of qn 1 correct) *sigh* Anyway, thanks leader for sending me your answers! Think I'm getting paranoid from all the shitty stress. I even accused leader of sending to the wrong email when I failed to receive it.. Give me an oxygen mask someone. I need to CALM DOWN! *breathe in, breathe out*

Darling treated me to pizza today. *happy* I simply love their minestrone soup.. *slurpz*

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Thursday, April 20, 2006 @4:06 AM

After 3 Tequila shots and Lili is burning!

The 3 of us again..

I didnt want to post this picture but i did coz on closer inspection, I saw something gross.. Look at the head above me and Kailing.. Was that some piece of vegetable stuck onto his teeth? *pukes*

Sexy Poses..

Final clubbing session before exams.. Headed down to Zouk after we had enough drinks at Double O.. It was simply FUN, FUN FUN! Met some DSS pple at Zouk but too bad our warmess and friendliness werent being reciprocated.. :( Cant wait for exams to end! I want go MOS after exams!!

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Monday, April 17, 2006 @8:49 AM

In case you guys wonder where I have disappeared to these few days, it wasnt because I was busy. In reality, a million thoughts have been running through my mind these few days. These countless thoughts mainly revolved around the same issue. However, because of my paranoid mentality and perspectives that were laden with tons of suspicions (Zan, dear, xinyu, leader and kailing would know), I have lost my desire to blog. Nonetheless, I'll continue to update this blog with superficial information about me. :)

Mum is coming back from Shanghai tomorrow! So happy!! I can fill my wardrobe with another powersuit and abercombie tees! Hope my cousin reminded my mum to buy the bras that I want.. hehe.. Going to HK on the 13th of may with zan! I'm so freaking excited! I'm gonna bring my shades and dresses along! I want to dress prettily and take nice pictures while in HK!! *scream* Man, too bad u cant join us! I'm sure HK wont be as much fun without u around! :(

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Friday, April 14, 2006 @8:07 AM

The crack surfaced months ago. I noticed it and tried ways and means to cover up the ugly crack on the otherwise lovely tile. However, the same crack on the tile resurfaced each time soon after I painstakingly spread the ceramic across the cracks. Frustrated, I decided to give up. It was then I realised no amount of repairs could remove the crack.

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Saturday, April 08, 2006 @1:02 AM

What happened yesterday was the most humiliating incident in my entire life.While clubbing at Club Momo last night, there was a police raid. I thought that was pretty exciting because I've never experienced this kind of thing before except on TV. Me and Zan were still joking about it. Anyway, this policewoman asked for our ICs and went through our bags. Initially I thought it was a routine and everybody in the club have to do this. However, as I emptied my contents onto the billard table, I realised everyone's eyes were on us. Upon checking our bags, we were led to the CNB HQ. The whole process of walking to the police van was pure humiliating because everyone looked at you with eyes that said,"Aiyo, drug addicts.." However what happened at the HQ was worse. We were asked to pee into this beaker with the policewoman watching us. I've never ever peed in front of my parents ever since I was toilet trained. WTF. I was damn angry at this point of time la. I feel like I was bever treated with any form of respect. It's as though we were really criminals. We were not allowed to use the phones, we were not allowed to talk in front of the police people. While in the van, we were told we were brought back on a random basis. Come on man, even if it was on a random basis, do we even look like drug addicts? Was there even white powder on my nose? Bloody shit. At the HQ, the ASP said we were being brought back because there were undercovers at Club Momo and they feel that we took drugs. FUCK THAT. Anyway, I decided to voice my buay songness to any policeman standing near me. I demanded to know if we would be given an apology if the urine results tested negative and if we would be given good explaination to why we were brought back. All that were said to us were, "Please do not question our integrity.", "We are not allowed to divulge any kind of information to u all, all I can say is we have informants and undercovers at the scene." KNNBCCB. I seriously do not think that is a good explaination. If that is the case, I think that the undercovers have been doing a poor job. The ASP even have to cheek to tell us that at least we were not handcuffed in comparison to the rest. The whole process wasted 2 precious hours of my time and we even have to go back to the HQ to collect the damn results in 2 weeks time. When I asked if we would be given an apology, they dared to say this is their routine and if they have to apologise to everyone brought back then they would be very busy. One even dare to ask me on what basis do I deserve an apology. What right? My right as a Singaporean lar! I'm the fucking victim here k! CCB. In 2 weeks' time, I'm sure I would go back the station and demand a proper explaination man.

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Tuesday, April 04, 2006 @3:16 AM

Sometimes it's plain depressing to be a woman. Not only do we suffer from period cramps, we also have to worry incessantly if our light-coloured bottoms were stained. To top it off, we get mood swings! We can be laughing hysterically one moment and wanting to break down and cry within seconds. I like to think that God is fair. Perhaps his fairness is manifested in guys having to bear the brunt of their girlfriends' mood swings. So guys, next time if your girlfriend is having mood swings, instead of giving her the finger silently, pause and think about this first - At least you do not have to suffer cramps and be controlled by the disgusting hormones. We ladies do not like to have mood swings either!

Guys should learn from nerdy bob. He sayangs me when I'm suffering from cramps.. hehehe

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-

Sunday, April 02, 2006 @8:08 PM

By a twist of fate, I met the entire 4E2 gang yesterday, of course with the exception of YX. Hahaha.. It was rather pleasant in seeing them again, at least u know how some of them are doing and stuff. I think that their gang is an interesting group, with nice blend of guys and girls in the gang. The guys just do not talk to guys alone and the girls do not interact with girls purely. They are rather fun to be with. Looking back on the days where we were still donned in our DSS uniform, I come to realised that everybody has come a long, long way. No matter how fast time flies or how slow time crawls, Iknow for sure i want to keep my ties with the DSS people strongly rooted. I know very well that some of them are friends that I never ever want to lose!! Zan, Manling, Kailing, the 4E1 soccer gang and the NPCC people. I always feel at home with their company. AwWWw..

Currently, me and Zan were trying to persuade Man to go to HK with us. It's very tempting I must say because Zan's uncle might be able to offer us accomodation and the air-tix are not that expensive. I'm really looking forward to that trip where we can shop all day, eat all day, laugh all day, talk all day and sleep all day. *Manling, arent u so so tempted?* hahahha... Hopefully I might be able to bump into Edison Chen! He's gorgeous.. Or Tony Cheung!! *drool*

♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-