Saturday, October 03, 2009 @8:27 AM
There's alot of things that require my attention lately, and therefore, been doing quite a bit of thinking. This involves making a huge career switch, yet i dont have the courage or confidence to execute my plans.
Firstly, I think everybody in my team has a lot of things on their hands already. I'm not saying that I'm indispensable, but the morale of the team has been pretty low ever since 2 on the team resigned. On top of that, everyone in my unit seems to be throwing the letter every now and then. There are, on average, 2 colleagues tendering on a weekly basis. Last week was a high, with 3 people resigning one after another. It's an open secret that there's a head freeze now, all the seniors are worried that they might have to take up more shit than they can cope. In fact, some of the big jobs are now senior-less.
Secondly, my parents do not support the idea. However, i feel that the pay i'm earning now is really pathetic, considering the amount of time and energy and youth I put into my never-ending work. That's besides the stress-level I have to endure every day and night, especially on my leave! I really hate the lack of work-life balance.
I know alot of my friends and colleagues are bored with me saying that I want to quit, because it's all talk and no action. I hate myself for the lack of action too in fact. Well, let me get my CPA first at least.. ahhhh.. another reason to procrasinate.. DAMMIT
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-