Happy! Received my promotion letter today. Was totally caught unaware of the good news that were awaiting me in that piece of white envelope. Well, the pay revision was kind of expected since some of my colleagues from the other unit already told us about the new pay. It was the bonus that gave me the nice surprise. Anyway, I'm genuinely greatful that my hard work has been recognised and the reward has actually crystalized into that extra bonus I had received more in comparison to my peer-mates.. I'll definitely work harder from now on!
Yeah! Shall go look for a damn big tote to buy...
Birthday is coming soon.. Thanks darling for your suggestion to buy me that piece of "girl's best friend".. I love you!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Going to be 23 in approximately a month's time. Is 23 considered old or still young? Is 23 too late to start all over again? Honestly, I have no answer.
I realised that after being with someone for a while, you will always remember that person as who he was when you first get to know him. And often, those memories are sweet. But as time passes, as the environment changes, as your social circle changes, as your thinking changes, as even the climate changes, people change too. With changes, you yearned for the familarity, the stability to keep you secure. You choose to believe everything has always been the same and that nothing has changed, as such, you choose to remember (selectively!) what you wanted everything to be initially, totally oblivious to changes. Deep inside, you still believe, or rather, you want to believe that everything is still the same. However, after some time, you know it's not. Yet you find it hard to let go because you can still recall vividly the sweetness of how everything started. I have wanted everything to remain constant, but I guess I no longer have my call. I have to face it. It's over.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
After yesterday, I realised that besides kinship, friendship is undoubtedly one of the most important possessions in life. So today, I shall present 4 extremely beautiful women who have made a significant impact in my life. The 4 who have constantly hold my hands through thick and thin, the 4 who I can share everything with, the 4 who have lent me their shoulders in trying times, the 4 who have shared all of my joy, the 4 who i'll do anything for..
Ladies, while I recognised that these pictures may not be the most flattering picture, but please at least credit me for browsing through all my picture folders painstakingly and uploaded the nicest picture (really!) I have of you guys.. Oh yes, these pictures are definitely not uploaded in any kind of order, so please no cat-fight ladies.. All of you are treasures to me..
First up. my kai xin guo - Ng LiLi. It was totally unexpected that we are such dear friends to each other today. Though I have known her since JC, she was never a friend what I was ever close to. But fate always has a plan of its own.. somehow along the way, we've grown close and I know she's someone who will always pei ban me.. Be it Mambo Nights, ECP, badminton sessions, MJ sessions, chit-chat sessions..
Second up, my foe-turned-friend, Ang Kailing. It's amazing that we knew each other since P3 and we only got to know each other more in JC. We entered the same secondary school and yet the only word I can think of when I see her then was the word "bitch". I even wrote it down in my diary! I told her the other day and she wasnt impressed or proud about the title i have bestowed upon her in secondary school. Nevertheless, she has always been there for me when all my relationships failed. She's the one I know I can rely on for piece of good advice..
Third up, my ever so sweet friend, Koh Xinyu!! The one who is always there whenever I need to exercise some form of verbal vomit. The one whom I always complain to and whine to, and yes, she will always be there!! It's funny to think that I dont even know her personally then. But somehow, we became friends and gradually, she has become an indispensable part of me in my life now.. The one friend who always understand where I'm coming from.. The one friend I feel that completely understands me! Maybe because we are both Leos and we think alike?! hehehe... (Xinyu, I've put your description in green because I know how much you love green.. hahaha)
Finally, my best friend for the longest period of time, Suzan Peh Hui Ting! We belonged to the same clinque since Sec 1. I must admit that our friendship hasnt always been a bed of roses, but I believe that's what made our friendship stronger than before. Though now we are both working and kind of hard to meet up, I really appreciate all the efforts she made to keep our friendship going, be it via office emails or late dinners. She's the friend who always tries to think in your shoes, and frank about what she thinks..Now that I come to think of it, I think I'm truly blessed to have these 4 wonderful women in my life.. and I will never ever want to see a day where we became strangers or hi-bye friends.. Cheers to our friendship!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
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Happy Father's Day! My sister bought the cake from Secret Recipe. Think the flavour is cappucino cheese.. double thumbs up for tis yumminess!
And! And! I finally got my driving licence!!!!!! *Horray!!*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-