Received the pictures from Serene and here are some of the pictures that we took the other day! Simply adore this picture of me and serene. Maybe it's the red chair? I dont know.. But we sure do look lovely in this picture!
Alright, saw the picture of me kissing Orlando Bloom? Wenhua is worse, carrassing Keira without her permission. Hehe.. Whatever it is, we had tons of fun posing for pictures and making a fool out of ourselves.. Thanks leader for forgoing world cup just to enjoy the company of 2 drop-dead beautiful girls.. hahaha
Went out with Lili yesterday and the shopping addict in me was out in full force. Bought tons of tops. Felt abit guilty coz the tops are more for casual wear instead of working wear when I should be investing in my office wear! Oh, Lili brought me to This Fashion to shop. This is the last place on Earth that I would ever shop for clothes man. However, this trip proved to be an eye-opening experience because I realised that the clothes there are nice and cheap! Me and Lili ended up buying the same sexy halter top at only $17 each. As seen from the collage, you can tell we did have alot of fun shopping ya? We are going to save to shop in Bangkok towards the end of this year! I'm sure we will have loads of fun and the good thing about shopping with each other is we can tell each other our honest opinion. On top of that, we have the smae taste too!
Anyway, the picture of the day taken with Lili is this piece. I really love this picture! I think I look serene in the picture. Mature and kind of elegant too.. maybe it's my conservative top? Hehe..
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Finally bought leggings! Wore it to club a few days back, paired with an off-shoulder top and heels. *yummy*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Announcement
I hereby declare that I'm going to quit the clubbing scene. I am getting damn fucking old!
Anyway, finally met up with Kailing last night. Her boyfriend definitely brings us some car thrill on the way to Double O. Though Kailing claimed she has put on weight, I think she's in fact thinner now. Supper was at this prata shop near Zouk. The curry is spicy! One of my loves! When I get my licence, I'm going to drive dear there for supper. *yummy*
Work is going to start in 3 days' time. Sianz!!
Work is going to start in 3 days' time. Sianz!!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
OMG. Switzerland lost. I got a premonition that dear is gonna kill me for what I've said in a fit of anger yesterday. I'm sorry dear... :~~(
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Indeed, what's passed is past. It's time I stopped putting in effort in a friendship that I know will never be revived and reciprocated. Not only is it tiring, I feel like the biggest, damnest fool for even trying in the first place. If I'm wrong, I dont think I will even know what I dont wish to know or hear what I rather not hear.
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Finally going to Bugis to shop! This time I'm gonna get my leggings by hook or by crook! *evil laughter* I already know which designs I want!! Shall take pictures of it and let you guys have a look at this must-have fashion piece!
Caught the Omen yesterday. The show kind of sucks.. Catch it only if you guys have absolutely nothing to do..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I realised that striving for perfection is not necessarily a posititve thing. It's just like how I went to straighten my hair even though my hair was already quite straight to begin with. Unhappy with my imperfect straight hair, I decided to make my hair perfectly straight by buying some hair cream at the pharmacy store. Along the process of straightening my hair, my siblings stayed away from me because the smell of amonia is simply too overwhelming. Anyway, even though I achieved perfectly straight hair thereafter, I discovered my hair is damaged and I had to go for hair treatment. In the same vein, what I'm trying to put across is merely that perhaps when one strived for too much perfection in his/her life, it brings with it repercussions that are totally unexpected, despite achieving one's goal/objective. It's time we try to let go of certain things and live with the imperfections in life. That will make us happy humans I believe..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Alrighty, so here's an update of the chalet that I attended on Sunday. Pictures are not clear since I forgot to bring along my camera and have to rely on my lousy handphone to capture these shots.. Below is a collage of all my extremely adorable cousins and nieces. The ones in red dress and blue dresses are sisters while the one in yellow and the baby are sisters. CUTE CUTE CUTE!
Anyway, my aunt prepared this fish which is filled of sweets and goodies for the kids. When you hit the fish on its belly hard enough, it will spew out chocolates, sweets and whistles for the children to pick up..
See.. the kids are damn excited to pick up the goodies the fish spewed out. They screamed, pushed one another just to get to the goodies!
So here is a picture of my sister using all her might to hit the fish.. she's like the santa claus of the day because she can hit the fish real hard and her hits did bring tons of sweets for the children..
After all the excitement, the battered fish can fianlly take a break.. x_x
After that, we are off to the beach! The guy in gray is my cousin and he used to take good care of me when I was just a screaming toddler. The one in pink is his wife and they are holding their wedding dinner this coming November.. so excited! It's been a long long time since I've been to a wedding dinner.. I love wedding dinners! Free food and you get to dress beautifully!
Here we are, racking our brains on how to build lovely sandcastles..
Anyway, paiseh no more pictures after that because I was too busy playing mahjong with my aunts le.. hehe..-------
Went out with wenhua and serene yesterday. Pictures would be uploaded once I received the pictures from serene.. (serene, if u r reading this, quickly send them to us!) Had steamboat and caught scary movie 4 too. Super dumb show. The jokes were mere repetitives of scary movie 1, 2 and 3. Nonetheless, i had alot of fun just talking, laughing and taking pictures with them. Love them!
Work is going to start in around one week's time. Bad news is, I know what kind of jobs I'll be doing le and all I've heard about my jobs are rather negative stuff. Good news is I know wenhua has some of the same jobs as me. Qin duo duo zi jiao hor wenhua..!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Boo! Played 3-legged Mahjong with Lili and dear yesterday. Kind of impossible to find a fourth player since friends are either attending some orientation camp, working or overseas. Hence, to kill our time, we had to make do with 3-legged MAhjong as suggested by Lili. Anyway, it was a bad experience. Lost till I have to lose my underwear to Lili. I guess it must be karma for me, since I "killed" KK and Jan as well as Winston the last few times we play Mahjong. What goes around comes around. Boohoo~
At least I have something to look forward to later. Steamboat with 205 peeps!
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Sometimes trivial issues left unresolved have the propensity to snowball into something major. I dont know if I'm thinking too much again. Is it me again?
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Surfing Friendster is definitely one of my must-do activities when I'm bored. The other day, as usual, I log on to my Friendster account and noticed that one of my primary school friends had uploaded new photos to her account. So there I was, kpoing, clicked on her photos and gasp! I realised she has just gotten married. Mind you, she's the same age as me and she's one pretty babe. Before I've yet to overcome my shock, I went to the bus stop and saw one guy who was also in the primary school as me. He's holding the hands of his heavily pregnant wife.
It made me think hard then. Perhaps marrying young is not a bad thing afterall. Perhaps marriage could just be a simple and sweet event just between the couple. sighz. How sweet.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Today's Mahjong session with Janice, KK and Winston was rather fun. Laughing sessions with Jan today brought me back to our JC days and I thought to myself how great it would be if our friendship would always remain just the way it is - perpetual laughter and fun. My friend told me once that the people whom you considered good friends changes with time. I remained skeptical when she made that comment. However, I'm starting to believe increasingly that this statement does hold some element of truth in it.
At times, when I have too much spare time, I'll start to think about certain issues, in particular relationships. And I do not mean just boy-girl relationships, but friendship and kinship as well. Of all relationships, I think friendship is the hardest relationships that I have to deal with. Perhaps my expectations are just too high. Perhaps friendships drift apart with time and environment changes. Or perhaps, I've become more cynical and pessimistic with time. Sometimes I think about my good friends and I ask myself exactly how much I understand them. At times, I feel I do not understand them very much. At times, I could feel like we are the bestest of friends and nothing could ever split us up. It was at these moments of self-reflection that I realised that there have been only 3 friends who have stood by me during my darkest moments and led me back to the path of light. Regretfully, only 2 remained. Of course, it would definitely be wonderful if I could have the 3rd friend back again. And it is these 3 friends who have constantly made me feel like I've been a good friend to them as well. I know it because they always made me feel like I've never been forgotten. I know it because I know I can always rely on them to make me smile and feel better again. I know it because they always take time out of their busy schedule just to hear me complain and whine about the sillliest thing. And I know it because I know I will climb the highest mountains for them to sustain our relationships.
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To the third good friend: I've been wanting to contact you but I guess the long period of not contacting you have made it awkward for me to do so. That's why I cherish the time I chat with you on MSN these past 2 weeks or so, despite it being just general chat. Though we have not talked for quite some time, you are always on my mind. I hope you are doing well now. I know you are starting work this coming monday, 19th June and I pray that everything goes smoothly and wonderful for you. Stay the way you are because that's what made you extremely endearing as a friend. Your place in my heart would never be replaced. Hopefully, someday, we will be where we once were. Cheers.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Dad and the temple's committee up on stage toasting the guests.. The temple is along Teck Whye Road..
Dad and Mum at dad's temple dinner function last weekend. This is the first time I see my dad dressed so smartly.
Mum, me and my little sister. Alot of people commented I resemble my mum greatly.
Me and my little sister.. We dont look alike at all. I think she will be prettier than me when she grows older. I'll make her doll up. :)Oh my god~! I realised my tiggery does bite! That just so damn cute!
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Busy schedule this weekend. Heading to Jan's place to play Mahjong later and attending my aunt's chalet tomorrow! It suddenly dawned on me that I'm not exactly rotting at home these past few days as I thought I was or told my friends. I've been wanting to tutor my little sister with her homework, yet I've not been at home to teach her any single thing with the exception of how she should do her comprehension. These days, the comprehensions are a far cry from our primary school days. The questions demand more thinking and primary school kids can no longer give their answers by merely copying the passage. Today's education system is really kind of stressful for them.. Anyway gtg now. Maid just fried chicken wings.. got to snatch some while stocks last.. lol..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
My outfit for the day! Think it's damn taiwanese style. Must be the influence from watching the lady first regularly. Whatever it is, dear said it's nice! Saw my cousin and she gave the same comments! Caught X-men 3 today (free because my cousin helped me get the tickets) and we got the best seats though the the seats were selling fast! Felt damn good to have a cousin working there. hehe. Anyway, the movie was rather nice I feel. Kind of unexpected.
Headed to Bugis to pray and I decided to qiu qian. Kena conned by an ah peh the moment I agreed to let him help me interpret my qian. I agreed coz he told me it cost only 50 cents. That's a damn cheating marketing gimmick I tell ya. Dont ever allow these cheater ah pehs to read your qian! What they tell you is no different from the english interpretation on the qian!! Initially, he simply told me what was on the qian then he continued and said that rats will face worse luck in the latter half of the year and told me to write my name on this piece of paper with my address on it. I was quite skeptical about it but I thought if he didnt throw away the paper I'll demand he returns it to me. He then led me to this small altar beside the temple and started "chanting" my name and address and what I was praying for in a weird accent. He thought that just because he was speaking weirdly i wouldnt know what the heck he's "chanting" about. At the end of the "chanting", he took out a piece of rough paper and told me that the piece of paper that I wrote my name on cost $12 and his "chanting" ritual cost $4 while his "assistance" in helping me interpret the qian cost $2. So in total, the service charge amounted to $18. WTF! All these charges without my fucking knowledge! I learned my lessons and I will never, ever fucking let these fucking cheaters earned any single cent from me again! I think these cheating ah-pehs are damn wicked, cheating money under the name of god. I dont think they will ever reincarnate man! Because of the $18 I gave him reluctantly, I decided not to buy my leggings anymore.. Heartache!
Headed home after that and mum asked me to pack up my room. So here's a collage of my "neater" cupboard. Notice the background picture? It was a paper bag from carrier. It was to be at Wisma, just opposite McDonalds. However I think they have since closed down eons ago. It's quite amazing I kept it till now.. haha.. Notice my nail polish too? This are just the remainings after I threw out some. They are mostly from Missha (my fav make up brand at the moment) and the face shop (cheap and the quality is not bad).
And finally, this is the saviour of my room. Air fresher! It's damn good and it smells damn nice.. Yummy~ Alrighty, gtg turn in for the night now! Ciao~ ♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Downloaded some picture software and randomly pick a picture to play around with. Basic fixes but they left me feeling impressed and amazed. Haha. Good. Now I have a new toy to play with to while some of my time away.
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Went Zouk last night. This morning I woke up and decide that it's about time I stop clubbing. Dont get me wrong. It was fun last night. It's just that I'm getting old.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I think it's basic courtesy when someone asks you a question and you give a prompt reply. In the same vein, when someone sms-es you, you should also give a reply as early as you could, unless the sms does not warrent a reply. However, if you could only reply at a much later time, I think you should offer an apology and if possible, give a reason to why you could reply only now. No doubt sms-es is an informal channel of communication, but I think basic courtesy should not disappear just because of that. I am often left very frustrated and extremely irritated waiting for someone's answer or reply. At times, I would try to send a second sms to the same person asking the same question, thinking that perhaps the receipent failed to receive my sms. When the person still fails to reply, I get pissed. This is only particularly so when I know the person is awake and I know that there is no reason that he/she would miss my sms-es and calls. To me, I think the person is simply being rude and unkind. Though I may give the benefit of doubt to many of my friends, there is still a limit to how long I can wait.
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Going to catch a movie and probably going to club as well. Yipee~!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I want leggings!! I saw nu ren wo jui da the other day and the way they wear it is just so nice!! I want buy!! Shall wait till I go Bugis later this week.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Met up with 205 groupies today! The first thing leader said when he saw me was, "sinyee, ni bian bi jiao mei le." As i walked closer towards him, he said, "oh.. because u applied makeup." I went from happy to sad.. :( I'm sure if leader sees this via msn, he would send me the slap face emoticon. LOL..
Went for driving today and it was hmm.. I shall say a whole new experience.. I never know I actually like driving so much.. and the damnest thing was I realised I could have booked my test date a long time ago if not for some misunderstanding.. sianz.. So my instructor directed me to book my test date and yupz, I gonna go for my test real soon!! Serene told me not to inform anyone of my test dat, else I'll be damn suay. However, I'm confident I'll be able to pass on ermhem.. the FIRST attempt!! Instructors always complimented me that I can drive well.. HAHAHAHA.. here's me being bhb.. I need to pass this first attempt because my advanced theory thingy is expiring real soon!! Need to pray to driving god le.. Maybe I should print a damn large poster of Jay Chou in Initial D and stick it in my room and pray to him piously.
While I was on the bus to BBDC, i started coughing uncontrollably.. It was damn paiseh coz it was damn loud and it just wouldnt stop! The person sitting opposite me stared at me like I have some kind of terminal illness. I hate coughing as it just comes and goes as it like. I hate it when it just wouldnt stop. I thought I was going to cough out my lungs then. I was coughing so hard that there were tears in my eyes.. :~~~
Had crabs for dinner today! I love dear's mum.. She dotes on me too much.. I tied up my hair today and she complimented that I look pretty! In fact she and dear's dad are always telling me I look prettier than some of the TV stars.. hehehe.. I feel like I was on cloud 9 even though I know they are just being nice.. (yes.. bhb me again.. but so what.. as long as I'm happy!). Think I'm getting thinner. Jeans are getting loose.. :(
I dont mind getting skinnier, but that's provided in front do not get flattened along the process.. :(
Went for driving today and it was hmm.. I shall say a whole new experience.. I never know I actually like driving so much.. and the damnest thing was I realised I could have booked my test date a long time ago if not for some misunderstanding.. sianz.. So my instructor directed me to book my test date and yupz, I gonna go for my test real soon!! Serene told me not to inform anyone of my test dat, else I'll be damn suay. However, I'm confident I'll be able to pass on ermhem.. the FIRST attempt!! Instructors always complimented me that I can drive well.. HAHAHAHA.. here's me being bhb.. I need to pass this first attempt because my advanced theory thingy is expiring real soon!! Need to pray to driving god le.. Maybe I should print a damn large poster of Jay Chou in Initial D and stick it in my room and pray to him piously.
While I was on the bus to BBDC, i started coughing uncontrollably.. It was damn paiseh coz it was damn loud and it just wouldnt stop! The person sitting opposite me stared at me like I have some kind of terminal illness. I hate coughing as it just comes and goes as it like. I hate it when it just wouldnt stop. I thought I was going to cough out my lungs then. I was coughing so hard that there were tears in my eyes.. :~~~
Had crabs for dinner today! I love dear's mum.. She dotes on me too much.. I tied up my hair today and she complimented that I look pretty! In fact she and dear's dad are always telling me I look prettier than some of the TV stars.. hehehe.. I feel like I was on cloud 9 even though I know they are just being nice.. (yes.. bhb me again.. but so what.. as long as I'm happy!). Think I'm getting thinner. Jeans are getting loose.. :(
I dont mind getting skinnier, but that's provided in front do not get flattened along the process.. :(
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Been back to see the doctor yesterday for my very bad cough and not so serious flu, twice within a month. Therefore, I think I am the doctor's best patient. Dear was so sweet to feed me medicine when I was watching TV. He even forbidded me to drink much water after taking the disgusting cough syrup. *pui*
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Played MJ with KK and Janice the other day. They left feeling broke. Well, it's not that I ddint give chance as my friend Winston exclaimed. But it was because Jan said she and KK (both of them are working already) are feeling so rich that they do not know where to throw their money. Fine, since they said so. Anyway, I also forgoed winning even though their threw my winning tiles a few times. I think sometimes it really depends on who you play with. Being friends, i do not see the need to strap their out of their cash.
Also played MJ with zan and man. Play small small. It was quite fun and zan's brother is superbly cute! I think he will be a real man when he grows up. He saw a trail of ants crawling about along the bookshelf and without any hesitation, he took some tissues to clean up the place. To satisfy himself that he did a thorough job, he began to flip through books page by page that were manifested with ants to ensure that all the ants were killed. He even began to use a screwdriver to dig up the dead ants from the shelf's gap. Now, that's what i call a MAN! He was also rather funny. As we were playing MJ when the results were out, we decided to check our results in zan's place. Being the weird dear, he wanted to cover the screen and scroll down one by one to check what his results were. While he was covering, zan's brother who was standing beside dear from some distance away began reciting his grades. Dear was momentarily sianz dao. But when he realised his fantastic results, he went wild. lol.. Afterwards, we were trying to calculate dear's GPA score and zan's brother immediately announced it for us. We were like huh? because he does not even know what is GPA score. He then told us," oh.. just now when you all were looking at the results, I already tally for him what.. the scores were at the bottom mahz.." SO CUTE LAR.. hahaha..
Have driving lessons later. Dread going to BBDC for some reason.. That's the main reason why I have yet to get my licence! Hope to obtain my licence real soon and take dear and friends for a spin..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Yeah! I can finally say I'll be graduating!! Kailing called me all the way from Europe yesterday and we are both elated that we will be graduating with honours! Come to think of it, I feel a bit silly for crying my heart out the other time.. But hey, it's crucial k?! No one wants to stay back in school for one semester when most of your peeps are out there working already.. Meeting up with my 205 groupies tomorrow.. Yea yeah~
Alrighty, got to go catch some beauty sleep now or else I wont be able to recover from my cough and flu..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I'm down with disgusting flu! Miust be Xinyu who passed the contagious bug to me via the phone line when I was talking to the sick her the other day! Hmpf!!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Changes mandate stepping out of one's comfort zone. After reading the book, "Rules of Life" by Richard Templar yesterday, I realised that I have unknowingly violated some of life's very golden rules. As such, stepping out of my comfort zone shall be my aspiration from today onwards. It's motivating and comforting to know that this is, afterall, to improve the quality of my life. So, here I shall share with you, some of the rules of life extracted from the book, that in my opinion are very important:
Rules for you
1. Accept yourself
2. Aim to be the very best at everything you do - not second best (me: I love this rule)
3. I wish I'd done that - and I will (me: Stop procrasinating!)
4. Know when to let go - when to walk away
5. It's ok to worry, or know how not to
Partnership Rules
1. Accept the differences, embrace what you have in common
2. Be the first to say sorry
3. Keep talking
4. Respect privacy
Family and Friends Rules
1. If you are going to be a friend, be a good friend
2. Never be too busy for loved ones
3. Never lend money unless you are prepared to write it off
Social Rules
1. It doesnt hurt to forgive (me: Forgiving does not imply that you are wrong. It does not mean that you accepted or agreed with what the other party had done or said. Instead, it simply means coming to terms with what had happened)
2. Hang out with positive people (me: I'm glad most of my dearest friends are positive.. I could never bear to stop hanging out with them :))
3. Be generous with your time and information
If you are keen to learn moreabout the rules of life, you can borrow the book from me ya? I'm more or less done with reading it..
Rules for you
1. Accept yourself
2. Aim to be the very best at everything you do - not second best (me: I love this rule)
3. I wish I'd done that - and I will (me: Stop procrasinating!)
4. Know when to let go - when to walk away
5. It's ok to worry, or know how not to
Partnership Rules
1. Accept the differences, embrace what you have in common
2. Be the first to say sorry
3. Keep talking
4. Respect privacy
Family and Friends Rules
1. If you are going to be a friend, be a good friend
2. Never be too busy for loved ones
3. Never lend money unless you are prepared to write it off
Social Rules
1. It doesnt hurt to forgive (me: Forgiving does not imply that you are wrong. It does not mean that you accepted or agreed with what the other party had done or said. Instead, it simply means coming to terms with what had happened)
2. Hang out with positive people (me: I'm glad most of my dearest friends are positive.. I could never bear to stop hanging out with them :))
3. Be generous with your time and information
If you are keen to learn moreabout the rules of life, you can borrow the book from me ya? I'm more or less done with reading it..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I've been toying with the idea of getting a tattoo since upper secondary school days. However, I know the nature of my prospective job doesnt tolerate any kind of "mispresentation" as manifested in the ethic code of an accountant (or was it SSA?). But whatever it is, I made up my mind to get one after a few months into the job, that is if I do have the time and energy. It would be done nicely in a rather inconspicuous body area. This has been in my head for too long so might as well heck it and go for it, although my mum's image of someone with a tattoo is a baddie. *boo* Maybe it's still too soon to make such a resolution though.. I could change my mind after some time.. Who knows?
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-