I got to learn about a saga that took place at gel's birthday. Upon knowing the incident, my first thought was ,"wah lau eh.. y so sensitive?" But whatever it is, to u reading this, cheer up ya? I stand on your side.. :) U dont have to give u ur blog one u know? it's not fair!

Today marks the official end of AA205.. still have a presentation coming up but *phew* can finally heave a sigh of relief.. But.. i still got the damn shitty AA206 nad AB311 projs!! Whoever says that year 3 is a breeze?!

Yesterday, one of my group mates from my AA205 project group asked me y i was not a face model.. haha.. I indeed was very flattered.. didnt know i look so ahem.. gorgeous.. haha.. They also encourage me to go join the what ming xin thingy.. they said i'm a very animated person and if i join they will paint banners and stuff to support me.. hahaha.. Doing proj with them are so fun.. there are endless gossiping sessions and loads of laughter. Thou we all came together as strangers in the first place, we've become so good friends now.. this is one proj i wish it never ends coz i have so much fun whenever i'm with them. However, after this proj is done, i'll have more time to concentrate on my other projects. Have been reaching home at around 11+ these 2 nights coz of this proj.. tiring but i dun mind.. hehe.. gtg le.. haha.. just came here to crap for a while.. *yawn*

Despite numerous reminders to myself not to get easily upset by my AA206 members, I find this an absolutely uphill task. Today, we are supposed to revise our stocks purchase using hypothetical money. At around 2pm, just 30 minutes before the lesson starts, one of the girls have the nerve to ask me if i had revised it coz we are required to hand in the revised stocks purchase in class. The first thought that crossed my mind was wth.. Y am i supposed to do it? So far i have been doing everything.. I just feel that they are free-riding on me lor.. Just super irritated. The thing is i have already tried to be more tolerant and kind towards them. I've not blown up at them for the time being, but i doubt it wont be long before i screwed them freaking upside now.. TAMADE lor.. Dont they even have any conscience? Anyway, we were also supposedly required to present a case study with 2 other groups, but tutor decided to only choose one grp and let them do the whole chore. Being fair, he bombed the other 2 grps, which were my grp and other grp with countless questions. While we were being shoot by the tutor, none of them even bother to explain. They just stared blankly into space, waiting for me to answer. I managed to xian the tutor abit. It has even reached a point tt whenever our group was being asked a question, everybody would turn to me expectedly and waited for me to answer. I am really very disappointed in their lack of learning attitude can.. Sianz. Think of them i sianz..

Yes. I'm freaking irritated at the moment. And i guess i will continue to feel so whenever i meet up with my damn shitty AA206 group members. I just feel that they are a bunch of irresponsible and lazy pple. One person who i shall nicknamed S is undoubtedly one of the most irritating person. The words that come out of her mouth sure would be, " How ah? eh.. how? How? How?" Cant she just shut her damn mouth? DUNNO THEN U GO AND FIND OUT LAR!! DO U EXPECT ME TO BLOODY SPOON-FEED YOU? And it's not just this incident that left me sprawling in my pool of blood. The second incident was when we were planning when to meet up for our project.Our lesson happens to start at 230 and so i suggested to meet at 1030.

S: huh.. can 130 instead?
Me: Y? u got something on in the morning?
S: no lar.. can sleep longer mahz..
Me: ... (I'm left utterly speechless)

The third incident was we were supposed to present some stuff in class the next day. She then volunteered to bring home some stuff that was required for the presentation in class the next day. Next day came and my group members upon reaching class told me that S would not be coming for class today as she has some damn interview. I was like this girl really F lor.. since she knew she would not be coming to class the next day y still bring home the materials needed for the presentation? Thank goodness the tutor decided there was not enough time and decided to let us off.

Now, ther's this other girl, who i shall nicknamed L. She's another one of how, how person. I can confidently say her contribution to the team is so far a freaking big 0. She's always the one who reads her text yet finds it hard to contribute. Nvm that. That wasnt really a big issue as there are indeed some pple who cant apply what they had studied. But the worse thing was she finds the rest of the group stupid and useless. She actually dared to say this in front of us to her friend, "Eh, can i change group huh?" Fuck lor.. Come on man.. all of us are already 21 years old and we will be going out to work in the near future. Y is it that they are just so dependent and reliant on other pple? Dun they have a mind and brain on their own?? I'm not superwoman and i really cannot do wonders for them. Every little thing that happens, they will all sms me or call me to settle it. I have a life of my own ok? I have as many projects, as many readings as them and on top of that i have a social life!! I really wish this project can come to an end soon man. Bless me not to be in the same project group as them anymore during my next sem.

Me and Gel.. hehe.. pai seh.. nearly forgot abt this pic..

Me and my friend were discussing about some beauty tips today. She gave me this trial and tested beauty tip. hehe.. will try it out when i have the time.. but dear looked down on me.. said i lacked the discipline to do so.. BAHZ!!

Watched one more chance with dear today, think the movie is quite nice.. made me teared.. haha..

XX called me reagrding some trivial stuff some days back. Was rather annoyed at the way she behaves. Must be under the influence of this cheap bimbo. Cant stand such sluts.

Have you ever been so optimistic and hopeful about getting something that you really wanted, but with each passing day, you felt like the chances of u getting that something diminish??

It's just like when you were young and u wanted this toy badly. Ur mum promises to buy it for u. Come day 3/4, u still have not received the toy and u start to get this sinking feeling that ur mum has probably forgot about ur request.. u will then cry or make a din about her not caring about u and stuff like this and she will most probably get it for u the very second.. How good that would be if certain things are like that.. cry and u will get what u want..

The end product.. Front view.. hehehehe
2 of us..

The supermodel at work..
The poser at work again.. can see Gel is trying very hard not to burst out laughing..
Think Gel looks fabulous in this pic.. haha.. So sweet and model-like!!
Typical Kiasu singaporean.. one shades is simply not enough!! LOL.. no lar.. actually i was the one who instigated her to do this.. hahaha

Cut my hair today at sandstorm today.. Think they did something to the mirror there. I tot i looked gorgeous after the cut but when i reached home i realise i look like shit can. Dammit man. Think i totally killed my chances at KPMG. lol.. coz at least i can use my mei se to seduce the interviewers.. (keep ur opinions to urself) lalala~

Realised shopping alone can be quite a liberating feeling. I went to town alone yesterday. I shopped alone, walked around, tried on clothes alone.. kinda feels great coz when u go shopping with someone u have to wait while tt someone tries on his/her clothes. I can leave the shop as and when i want shopping alone. Bought a blazer and a matching skirt for my interview. That day someone asked me if they will ask questions on current affairs *shock* I'm not prepared at all for such "chimalogy" can?!?!

There's this super duper weird guy in my interview group and he's in my strategic management tutorial group. I was sitting kinda opposite from where he was sitting and his expression is tamade scary lar. I dunno y he listens to the tutor with his eyes slanted sideways. I heard from friends that he is an extremely haolian person. My friends told me he said things like," I'm good in everything, just that i'm too short." Come on lar, u arent that fantastic looking lar can. If u handsome i got nothing to say. Ur looks CMI who will even care about ur height?! (CMI is the acronym for cannot make it) If KPMG is gg to eliminate a candidate from each interview group i swear i will try my best to kick his fraking ass out man. I cannot envisage myself working with such a guy in the future man.

I hate liars. If you say you will never do this kind of thing dont let me catch you red-handed.

Anyway dear wants me to clarify that the daisy entry wasnt abt him. *hehe*

Nahz.. this entry isnt about him too.

The 3 babes.. Manling, Zan and Me outside crystal jade waiting for our number to be called..

Today's Teachers' Day!! It's a school holiday today yet i've got school !! It's occasions like this that i wished i was still in primary or secondary school. Damn. Seriously, there are only a handful of teachers that i really respect.

In Primary School, there is only one teacher that i respected. She was also my chinese teacher cum basketball coach. I think I respected her alot coz i thought she's very pretty and have character then.Most importantly, i was her pet. LOL. Aiyah, when u are young it's this kind of stupid things that matter most to u. As a matter of fact, i was every teachers' pet in primary school even though I was never the most vocal or the most hardworking one. Perhaps it's coz i was the prettiest and the most intelligent one. *pukes* It's the same when it comes to tuition lessons. My tutor would always praise me for my good english and my good oral skills. To be truthful, i really think my english very the zai then. I used to score the highest or second highest in class for any english exams. However, for some peculiar reason, my english standard started to go downhill when i entered secondary school. hehe

In secondary school, i think the teachers that i repect most would be Madam Leow and Mr Lee, for practical reasons of coz.

In JC, I think Mr Chua and Madam Teo would be the 2 teachers i respect most, similarly for practical reasons and of coz their belief in me that i will score an A for Mathematics and Chemistry, which i did. However, the teacher ihate most would be Ms Jenette Oh (actually i forgot her surname and i dunno how to spell her name) I think she shud go back to NIE and learn more about teachers ethics. She's a snake and hypocrite.