Thursday, July 30, 2009 @9:38 AM
A sense of euphorism overwhelms me as i typed this blog entry in the comfort of my bed. The aphorism "things happened for a reason" aptly explains the feelings running through my mind now. But i guess whatever happened during the wee hours last night was a wake up call that made me realised how fortunate i've been. I discovered how often i had taken things for granted n the kind of pressure i've exerted on people i love. Albeit the late realisation (considering now i can blame any mood swing of mine on quarter life crisis), i'm glad that the people i love r still around me. I will definitely revisit this entry constantly to ascertain that i will always remember the kind of happiness i'm experiencing now n that i must treasure whatever i have now. Anyway, to side track a bit, i think i might want to buy the miu miu bag that was beckoning to me when i was flipping through the magazine last week, since i got myself a very generous sponsor. However, with one of my goals in mind, i'm also contemplating to forgo this miu miu bag. Oh well, let me pay a visit to the boutique this weekend first. Pray that i dont like it.. Night!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Sunday, July 05, 2009 @2:27 AM
finally put my roller-blades to use for the second time yesterday at ECP. Felt my legs were breaking halfway through our destination, Bedok Jetty. Baby put me on this bike and rode back as far as he could to the nearest kiosk so that I could rent a bike too. Contrary to the scene we always see on TV, being a passenger on a damn bicycle is nothing romantic at all. The short trip left me with a bruised bum bum. I just couldnt stop laughing all the way to the kiosk and my laughing got so bad that we have to stop by the roadside for me to catch my breath and also to position my bum bum so that it wont hurt as much.
Also made a trip to Tiong Bahru market for the first time yesterday. I thought it was quite disappointing because i dont think the food was as fantastic as people claimed. I think the chwee kuah there is the only food that makes the trip to tiong bahru market worth it.
going back to work tomorrow again. surprisingly, no sense of dread this time round. It may sound idiotic but i rather be back at work. I feel that being out of office for these few days made me more stressful than when i was at work. i kept having this sense of anticipation that people will call me anytime regarding work. true enough, i have at least a few calls per day when i was away from the office. On thursday, i decided to leave my laptop home because i resolved to enjoy friday as much as i could. To my dismay, i received a call the minute i left office saying that i should be doing this n that already. damn.. tomorrow is also the first day i'll be working for a new manager. my gut feel tells me that this will be a tough year ahead.. sigh....
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @10:02 AM
cant get to sleep. Wanted to use the desktop in my living room to surf net but decided to save myself the hassle of turning on the computer n then waiting it for it to run. Therefore, decided to blog using my phone. The feel of blogging via a phone is totally different. It feels like typing a very long sms to someone. Not sure if i cant get to sleep because of the long nap i took this noon or because of the many thoughts that r currently thru my mind. Somehow my guess is the latter. Everytime i close my eyes, my mind starts to conjure up sms, conversations exchange n the emotions that might spew out of me when i see her. Never in my life have i been so disappointed with her. Never in my life will i think that we will still have such a big fight at our age. Never in my life will i imagine that we mean so little to her. Never in my life have i ever hated her as much as now. Everything that she does stems from her own pleasure. She does as n what she pleases, without any consideration to the people who care for her. I tried my. best to speak to her but i didnt know she doesnt care till akl slapped the fact on my face. Her silence has already meant that she was never on our side. I'm extremely disappointed in her. In fact, nothing can express how disappointed i am. Perhaps i should lie to myself that such person has never existed before n perhaps then all of us can be happier.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-