Zan: %&^^%$#..
Yee:*)(_*^%%$$..
The above part was censored to prevent any case of mistaken identity and lead to someone getting hurt from my insensitive comments.
Zan: So did u see her friendster pictures?
Me: No.. I dont look at pictures of those who are not good-looking..
Zan: So do u look at my pictures? (HAHAHAHA)
Opps.. Seriously, I never intend for that to come out from my mouth. Pardon my insensitivity, but I guess that's how superficial I can be at times. Seriously speaking, why would someone want to look at pictures of strangers and acquaintances whom they deemed unattractive? To print out that pictures so you can tear those pictures up when u are feeling moody or hang their pictures at your door to to ward off evil spirits? Madness. Somehow rather interestingly, friendster has evolved to be another grapevine. How many of us dare to deny vehemantly that we do not browse through friendster piously every single day given the time and opportunity? Heck man, the other day me and my friends were just gossiping about the status of this person just because she changed her status in friendster. Friendster has become some form of database where we tap on it to update our information about this particular person. Be in their status, their appearances and even how their partners look like.
Anyway, Zan and I went down to People Park Complex to do some research on the prices of gg to Shanghai and HK. To side-track abit, while waiting for Zan, i became vey self-conscious suddenly. Ah peks walking past you would stare at you from head to toe and all the way up again. I felt like I'm being mistaken as someone from the red-light district man. Wah lau eh.. these ah peks ah.. Sibei buay tahan them lar.. So old liao still stare at pretty girls.. They think they are still "up" to it mehz? So, back to my research with zan, this is rather an eye-opener since I've never stepped into any tour agency alone before and I have no idea about what kind of questions to ask them.. Luckily, zan was there to ease the whole process. So got to do some planning now and confirm the number of people going.. I'm so damn excited that i can hardly breathe.. hahahah.. Thanks to the government for sponsoring part of the cost man.. hehehe..
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My youngest sister has a brain the size of an underdeveloped pea. That day, she asked my sister to teach her how to do cloze passage. As my sister was rather busy, she asked my little sister to ask me for help instead. She refused and exclaimed rather loudly, "Dont want lor.. tt time i asked da jie then all the answers wrong." Upon hearing that, I of course, demanded to have a look. How could that be man.. Afterall I was one of the few in class who always score the highest for that session. So she showed me and I wanted to cry.. Instead of writing the answers that I taught her, she decided to any own how filled in the blanks. On top of that, she also left some questions blank. Obviously, her tutor would mark her answer wrong lar! Feeling accused, I decided to confront her and demanded to know why she didnt fill in the answers as told and the reason behind leaving some of the questions blank. She replied,"Aiyah.. later mdm toh know i never do myself mahz!" What the.. Kaoz.. No wonder there was so many mistakes la.. and she dared to blame me for it.. *grrr* Oh, anyway, so she has no choice and has to seek my help. The cloze passage was about Robin Hood and his heroic acts.. To ease my teaching, I asked her,"Do u know who is Robin Hood?" She replied without batting an eyelid, " Ya, I know.. Batman's best friend." *Faintz*
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All this FYP madness is causing me to crank up. I'm so freaking tired I dont even have any energy to roll my eyeballs. Yes, that's how bad it is..!! Even the cold shower I had just now failed to revive the dead me.. Help..!! I wonder seriously if this FYP shit deserves the amount of time and efforts put into it. Tutor had already made it clear explicitly that we wont get A! And the reason behind it is largely due to our topic.. TAMADE lor.. she was the one who suggested we do this topic. Instead of providing us with remedies, she asked us to just tidy up the report and submit it to her. WTF!! Think that just goes my last shot at second lower.. FUCK!
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As I mentioned few weeks back, to err is human, to forgive is divine. Till now, it leaves little explaination to why I'm not god. People always tell me this,"Forgive and forget lor.." Ya lar.. easy to say but I think it's not realistic man.. It's always easy to forgive yet U cant possibly forget things that left a negative impact.. Of course, that is unless u have the memory span of a stupid goldfish, which always think that the corner of the tank is a new adventurous place it has ventured into despite swimming past the same corner for 845137952 times.
Though I know jolly well the person doesnt care a single hoot for my forgiveness, or rather our friendship, I thought I should deserve an apology from that person. Honestly speaking, I do not think it's fair to criticise a friend whom you have known so long over issues that you have no clear idea on what is going on. What you heard are purely the messenger's own impression and opinion on what is happening. Therefore, I think it's only right that the person aplogises to me. It's not that I have no desire to bury the hatchet, but there are just some things you have to be adament about. It all boils down to personal principles. Of course, I hope that the person does not take it as I'm forcing an apology out of him/her. It's a choice of personal freedom. However, I must also proclaim first that an apology does not necessary mean that everything would be forgiven and forgotten. It takes time before you can put some stuff behind you. Naturally, everything would never be the same again.
Been sleeping too much this weekend. It's no wonder why my absorption rate is so low. Damn.. To think I thought I could finish what I've planned.. Rather stoned now.. So i'm just gonna leave things here..
Though I know jolly well the person doesnt care a single hoot for my forgiveness, or rather our friendship, I thought I should deserve an apology from that person. Honestly speaking, I do not think it's fair to criticise a friend whom you have known so long over issues that you have no clear idea on what is going on. What you heard are purely the messenger's own impression and opinion on what is happening. Therefore, I think it's only right that the person aplogises to me. It's not that I have no desire to bury the hatchet, but there are just some things you have to be adament about. It all boils down to personal principles. Of course, I hope that the person does not take it as I'm forcing an apology out of him/her. It's a choice of personal freedom. However, I must also proclaim first that an apology does not necessary mean that everything would be forgiven and forgotten. It takes time before you can put some stuff behind you. Naturally, everything would never be the same again.
Been sleeping too much this weekend. It's no wonder why my absorption rate is so low. Damn.. To think I thought I could finish what I've planned.. Rather stoned now.. So i'm just gonna leave things here..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
| You Are 16 Years Old |
 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
I dont think I act 16 years old lor.. *sob* I bet this is damn inaccurate.. But u guys can just this out for fun.. Dont take it seriously even if the quiz revealed that u act like some 40+ auntie or 50+ uncle.. lalala~ I'm young at heart!
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TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.
Interested to find out what kind of person u are? Let me know and I'll send it to ur email. I think the above description is relatively true of me.. So must be quite zhui.. hahaha
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
The quiz sucked. It was not difficult, BUT, I think there was not enough time to do everything. Given more time, I think I could do it.. Since it's already over, just got to cross my fingers and pray for a pass. The first question was a give-away I thought, then i realised not many pple know reverse acquistion is involved. Anyway, I made a careless mistake on the second part of Qn one.. so effectively, I get the same marks as pple who did know there are reverse acquisition. I only attempted the first part of qn 2 and there are 3 parts.. Sighz.. Gone gone gone..
My dad called me from his shop yesterday and this is how the conversation goes:
Dad: Our house has email?
Me: Ya
Dad: Tell me what is the email
Before I continue, let me tell u guys something first. My dad has zero knowledge on computers and the internet. When he asked me for the email, I wanted to give him my hotmail. On second thoughts, I think I would have difficulty describing to him what an underscore is since I used underscore in my hotmail and so I decided to give him the school mail.
Me: LEES0007@
Dad: Huh? What at??
Me: Ermmm.. ok, draw one circle and inside the circle u write an a inside the circle.
Dad: Ok, then?
Me: ntu.
Dad: What dot?
Me: Fullstop
Dad: Ok, then?
Me: edu fullstop sg
Dad: Ok, I repeat u check correct not.
Me: Ok.
Dad: LEES0007 draw one circle inside got a ntu fullstop edu fullstop sg
Me: Ya.. *phew*
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Received the letter from KPMG yesterday. It's now official. I'm starting work on the 3rd July. *Argh* That's damn freaking early man. But I shan complain because I know I'm very fortunate to have found a job.
Dont think I'm able to complete my studies for tomorrow's quiz. Kind of stressed now man.. By now I should be practising some questions le.. But I'm still stuck at those disgusting text readings... Consolidation totally sucks!! Think I'm just gonna burn my text and down it with water... *sob* A miracle cant save me now too..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
It's good to be in love and be loved in return.. Yesterday, dear accompanied to me Woodlands Center just so I get to eat the yummylicious stingray! *slurpz*
Still in stoning mode man. Cant seem to start my engine and start studying for AA306. *Yawn* I need some form of motivation soon, before I flunked this disgusting quiz!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
If you guys read "The BFG" by Roald Dhal before, you should know that he is this big, friendly giant that goes around blowing dreams and give people the dreams they had. I dunno how true is that man, coz if it's freaking true, I think I'm gonna pretend to sleep and when he blows dreams into me, I'm gonna sit up in my bed, screamed at him and kick him in his scrawny ass for giving me lousy, stupid and disgusting dreams!
It is said that dreams are an encapsulation of one's deprivation, then y cant the BFG blow me sweeter dreams?? The other night, I dreamt that I was doing the act of love with one guy. Upon a closer look inside my dream, I realised that this guy is damn gross and freaking tamade ER XIN!! Is this dream an indication from the one up there that I'm sex deprived?? Fine, if so, then it's freaking sad enough that I'm sex-deprived. Then y on earth does the one up there still send the BFG to blow dreams of me doing the act with morons? Y cant the one up there send the BFG to blow dreams of me doing the act of love with Jay Chou? I mean it's depressing enough that you are having such dream, but what made it worse is I'm actually doing the deed with such a disgusting person!!! Since the one up there thinks that I'm sex deprived, oh please then, make me dream of me having an orgasm with Jay can?! Not with some ah mao or ah dog!!! *grrr*
Most of my dreams are in fact nightmares. I'm perpetually dreaming of someone close to me dying of some terminal illness. So far, I've dreamt of alot of people whom I know dearly passing away le. When I dont dream of people dying, I dreamed of the neighbour who stays opposite me jumping down right in front of my very own eyes and I stayed on the 16th level, not second storey k? Just last night, I dreamt tt dear thought that I board the bus without him and he was cycling furiously to catch up with the bus. He cycled past me and I was shouting and waving to him, "DEAR!! I'm still here!!" After which his bicycle skidded and he was knocked out unconscious. In the dream I was about to burst out to tears le k? Before I could do that, Lili called me and woke me up. She's my saviour man.. So stupid to cry over a dream..! *angry*
It is said that dreams are an encapsulation of one's deprivation, then y cant the BFG blow me sweeter dreams?? The other night, I dreamt that I was doing the act of love with one guy. Upon a closer look inside my dream, I realised that this guy is damn gross and freaking tamade ER XIN!! Is this dream an indication from the one up there that I'm sex deprived?? Fine, if so, then it's freaking sad enough that I'm sex-deprived. Then y on earth does the one up there still send the BFG to blow dreams of me doing the act with morons? Y cant the one up there send the BFG to blow dreams of me doing the act of love with Jay Chou? I mean it's depressing enough that you are having such dream, but what made it worse is I'm actually doing the deed with such a disgusting person!!! Since the one up there thinks that I'm sex deprived, oh please then, make me dream of me having an orgasm with Jay can?! Not with some ah mao or ah dog!!! *grrr*
Most of my dreams are in fact nightmares. I'm perpetually dreaming of someone close to me dying of some terminal illness. So far, I've dreamt of alot of people whom I know dearly passing away le. When I dont dream of people dying, I dreamed of the neighbour who stays opposite me jumping down right in front of my very own eyes and I stayed on the 16th level, not second storey k? Just last night, I dreamt tt dear thought that I board the bus without him and he was cycling furiously to catch up with the bus. He cycled past me and I was shouting and waving to him, "DEAR!! I'm still here!!" After which his bicycle skidded and he was knocked out unconscious. In the dream I was about to burst out to tears le k? Before I could do that, Lili called me and woke me up. She's my saviour man.. So stupid to cry over a dream..! *angry*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Phew! Finally managed to complete our first FYP draft for submission today. It's a weight off my mind man!! Jia you peeps!! 2 more weeks and we would be off this disgusting hook!!
I realised I have no fate with water today. Firstly, I went to the ladies with my water bottle full of home-cooked water. Because I needed to pee rather urgently, I decided to hang my water bottle on the hanger. To my horror, it dropped onto the freaking floor with a loud thud. I think the girls who were in the queue was shocked by the sudden tamade loud "boom". I heard one of the girls asked her friend," OMG! What was that?!" What does she expect her friend to reply man? That someone fell into the toilet bowl? That someone's shit was damn freaking dense and heavy that it dropped into the toilet bowl with a loud splash? M.A.D.N.E.S.S. Stupid question to begin with. I was of course, damn irritated that my feet were wet now.
Secondly, I went to lunch and bought a bottle of mineral water for it was going to be a long day in school. I brought it back to the lab, had a few sips and a tutor came into chased us away. The senile me forgot to bring that bottle of water with me. Sianz half.
But it's ok. I'm home now and i just had 2 glasses of water. See what will happen next. *bleah*
I realised I have no fate with water today. Firstly, I went to the ladies with my water bottle full of home-cooked water. Because I needed to pee rather urgently, I decided to hang my water bottle on the hanger. To my horror, it dropped onto the freaking floor with a loud thud. I think the girls who were in the queue was shocked by the sudden tamade loud "boom". I heard one of the girls asked her friend," OMG! What was that?!" What does she expect her friend to reply man? That someone fell into the toilet bowl? That someone's shit was damn freaking dense and heavy that it dropped into the toilet bowl with a loud splash? M.A.D.N.E.S.S. Stupid question to begin with. I was of course, damn irritated that my feet were wet now.
Secondly, I went to lunch and bought a bottle of mineral water for it was going to be a long day in school. I brought it back to the lab, had a few sips and a tutor came into chased us away. The senile me forgot to bring that bottle of water with me. Sianz half.
But it's ok. I'm home now and i just had 2 glasses of water. See what will happen next. *bleah*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I have an expensive obsession with nail polish this month. Think I've blew $20+ purely on nail polish already. *bleahz* Ask me for any colours, and most prob I have the colour that you want, with the exception of black (too gothic) and white (I'm not a ghost and I dunno how to do french manicure!) I think this obsession just crept onto me when I was watching this TV programme host by Fann Wong and her nails are always so nicely colour! That made me determined to find that colour that she's wearing. *grrr* Speaking of nail polish, there's this shop, misscha, that sells real nice ones. On top of that they sell cosmetics too. Not sure where they get their supplies from, but if it was from Japan, I'll flock to that shop to stock up on my beauty products!
On the topic of Japan, Kailing asked me to go Japan for the grad trip. I dont really feel like going Japan firstly because I think that would cost me a bomb, also, I dont think I would be able to shop till I drop since the things there are so freaking expensive! But sighz, I've already agreed. However, at the same time, I lost my passport. Is that an indication from the one above that I should not go on this trip? Furthermore, there are no guys going, so there's a high chance that my parents might not agree too.
I really, really want to go Shanghai, Taiwan, Hong Kong ot Bangkok. Because these are the places where I know I'll find my peace since I can shop like mad!! Anyone interested?? Tell me soon ya, so we can find pple and start booking! Zan!! Jia you to find pple k?! Man too! Want go?!? Leader, is there going to be a 205 trip??!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Human beings have one very big ailment; taking things for granted. It's only after adversity that we start to take joy in the birds chirping, the big blue sky, be greatful for the fresh air that we breathe.. Similarly, we tend to take people around us for granted after some time. We start to see the flaws in them instead of remembering their strengths that attracted us to them in the first place.
Now that I learned my lesson, I decide to be brave for once and apologise to Gel here, since my blog was the impetus to all our misunderstandings. Hey girl, I know this is the most difficult time that we've been through. After we trashed things out, I realised that we do have alot of misunderstandings that have been swept under the carpet for too long. Though it did alot of damages, I think we both learned to become a better person the hard way. I do want to apologise and clarify some of the things that I've mentioned. Regarding the stringent criteria of NTU, I wasnt referring to you ya? I was talking about the you-know-who. It was wrong of me to put everythine under the same paragraph, thus, leading to your misunderstanding. No doubt I was angry at you for wanting to fly, I should have known also you are not an irresponsible person to begin with. I think I was too blinded by anger. With regards to some of the personal stuff, I think you should know how i feel now ya? Anyway, I'm glad that you have been so gracious meanwhile. We are like peas in a pod, too similar.. that's y the vendetta between us. So now we have come to a pact; remember to voice out your buay songness to me and me on my part will do that too. Actually I remembered you wrote me a postcard in JC1. maybe we can still use that now, of course we dun have to decorate it now. *I love you babe.. hugz and kisses*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Yeah! Went for a short shopping spree yesterday. I think that was a well-deserved break considering the hectic week. Of course, that was to reward myself for my *cough* good *cough* results. Haha. GG<5>
Finally watched Brokeback Mountain! My first time watching R(A) show legally k? Lol.. I've been wanting to catch the show for the longest time and yet I cant help but feel cheated after watching it. I thought it was SUPPOSED to be damn good lar, with those erotic scenes and stuff, but nope, none of that. If watching 2 men kissing is meant to turn people on, then I think it's too kinky for me. *sniggers* Of course, since I persuaded dear to catch it with me, I wanted to make it sound like I really enjoy the show. When he asked me in what ways was the show nice, I tried to act as though I'm arty farty enough to understand the show, but all that came out of my mouth were, "Ah.. ermm.. hmmm.." I want to watch Transamerica next!!
Janice smsed me while I was on my way out, asking me to join her at Newton to eat stingray. Wah lau! It's been a long time since I last ate stingrays. One of my loves! East coast sells rather nice ones, the best would still have to be at woodlands center! *slurp slurp* Ahhh.. I'm salivating at the thought of that..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Imagine my shock yesterday in Audit's class when my dean lister friend came up to me and said, "Hey, I heard you are the Audit Queen!" So paiseh can! I didnt know my results have spread so fast and so far.. Must be leader la.. He put his MSN nick as "Meinu is Audit Queen and highest in standard! CAn teach me AudiT?" Wah lau! Sure enough, YJ immediately msned me and teased me about it. I'm myself was rather surprised but of course pleased at my results since I was talking to Kailing on the phone the night before the quiz and I didnt have time to flip through all the readings. I think i must attribute my good results to the consistent readings and listening attentively to the tutor during seminar questions.
Oh, yesterday I saw something so amusing! I didnt know we humans can do that! If there is a Guiness Records for the fastest change in expression, that person would have unquestionably win that record! It was simply so amusing. For a split second, I thought i was back in primary school. hahaha
Oh, yesterday I saw something so amusing! I didnt know we humans can do that! If there is a Guiness Records for the fastest change in expression, that person would have unquestionably win that record! It was simply so amusing. For a split second, I thought i was back in primary school. hahaha
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Came online to while time and didnt expect to receive such a surprising news from leader! Haha.. Now, I'm just waiting for tomorrow to come. Hehe..
Good luck to all who are collecting the quiz results tomorrow anyway!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-