Today is my birthday.. sadly alot of pple assumed that my birthday was last weekend. :(

Mum is just so nice to me. she wanted to buy me an exact birthday cake i had on my chalet coz i was commenting to her that i only had a mini slice of it. But maybe coz she's greedy too.. lol.. hopefully she will remember to buy.. hehe..

Made some birthday wishes. I'm not supposed to let u guys know ya? They might not come true otherwise. Whatever my birthday wishes are, I'm on my way to fulfilling them. I know i can do it coz i carried out my plans on how to achieve my wishes just yesterday. I thought it will be an ardous process but it turned out to be as simple as ABC. IT'S ALL IN THE MIND LAR.. HAHAHA..

I'm happy too coz i managed to see the true colours of certain people. Nope, i'm not referring to the person who gave me the clock. I'm just gonna make myself a happier person and give that person the benefit of doubt. perhaps that person really does not know that clocks are taboo at birthdays. As my dad told me, there's no point in getting so upset. Let that person win.. no big deal.. ur mindset shud not be so narrow.. hehe.. Now i know who are really the friends i can show my ugly side to. period. shan elaborate.

Stll have lesson at 230. i know i'm just gonna stone.. but i'll still go.. shall not be tempted by mahjong session.. u hear tt gel n kel? lol.. alrighty.. gonna eat lunch now..

it's 2 more days to my birthday celebration. i guess most people in my shoes might start to feel panicky or even super excited tt they wun be able to sleep at night. how i wish i could feel just like that. the string of events that happened recently is making me feel uptight. i guess the remaining half year is just gonna sucky. imagine celebrating your birthday with a pair of swollen eyes. dad is still now telling me that what happened is 70% my fault coz if i didnt ask my sister to bring me there this will not have happened. but hey, my sister was the one who does not mind ferrying me and for his information i did ask her not to park the damn freaking car in that fucking place. since she's the driver and she decides to park there, what more can i say? i told that to my dad and he scolded me for not getting my license. is tt also my fault? he kept asking me to give in to her and stuff. come on man, i took the initiative to talk to her many times against my will coz i want my whole family to be enjoying theirselves this sat. she just doesnt care and insisted on switching on her mute mode. i have my own dignity and pride too. if she's expecting me to go all the way then let her dream. because we are sisters i have already tolerated alot of things and i have already given in to her alot. it's not fair for me to make all the moves yet she does not even reciprocate right? my dad even asked me to try asking her to help me with the delivery of the foodstuff. he's too hopeful. wah lau, come one lar, given any one of u guys in my shoes i bet u guys will not even want to talk to her anymore. let alone request something from her. moreover she thinks of me as someone who's out to make use of her only what.what's the point man.. so much for being sisters.

Ok. shall continue from where i stopped last night. i finally smsed my isster and told her off. I really have enough of her freaking nonsense. She's out to turn the whole family upside down and make everyone's life miserable. she knows my dad and mum get worried when we come home late yet she deliberately stayed out late for the past few weeks. Last night, the straw that broke the camel's back was when i heard from my friend( who wnet to the nbs camp and so happened to be in my sister's OG) that she told him that we arent on talking terms. She added that she might not be coming to my birthday chalet. I told her off and she didnt reply till qte late. As some of u guys might have known from reading my blog, the triggering event that caused the cold war was over hte summon thingy and my mum's constant nagging. she scolded me for being selfish and that i made her the scapegoat and also the fact that i didnt help her out when my mum niao-ed her. i was speechless. not coz i feel guilty or anythibng like tt. But coz i realised howw calculative she is when it comes to our family. i told her that i did tell my parents the reasoning behind the summon. i did receive my share of nagging as well. She just reply somehting like so, so what? i happy so what? and similar stuff. her attitude is totally fucked up lor. Even before i proceed i guess i shud mention this. Even before she gotten the summon, both of us agreed to hide the truth from my parents to shild my youngest sister from any scoldings from my parents. i was the one who suggested it and she didnt raise any objections. last night she said she didnt agree at all. i was damn mad lar. so much for being sisters. my mum injured her spine when she had a hard fall many years ago and now she needs to undergo some kind of treatment. As my mum doesnt know eng well she asked me to acc her even thou i'm working. she didnt even dare to aks my sister who's practically doing nothing at home but just planning how to anger my parents even more. i told her to let this thing go as my birthday is coming and stuff. she replied very very sarcastically that oh, happy birthday then. what kind of attitude is that man. me and my ma had already forgone our pride and took the initiative to talk to her. She refused to even give in any single step. I think that's really too much of her. Her friends are just one fucking bunch of ccb. one of her close friends even stole many things such as watches and money from my hse while tutoring my little sister. what kind of friend will do that man. my maid was made the scapegoat then but did she even speak up? no man. she continued defending her friend. wth man. i seriously think if the whole family is wiped out one day in some freak accident while she's out she wun even mourn. she might even be popping champage out there celebrating with her bunch of gd nothing friends. she even has the cheek to aks me to stop insulting her friends. the ultimate was when she said pt taken lar. i know what u are driving at. i stop being angry. i will continue to be ur driver k? i knew she will say that one. luckily i already haev no intention to ask her for help. i rather hail a cab tmr to transport the food rather than to ask her for help. when sch starts i will definitely take a bus to sch. i cant wait to get my license man. this is the first time i feel the itch to get a license man. If sisters can also break up i will choose to forgo such a sister. to think i tot our relationship has always been strong. but i was so damn freaking wrong.

Whatever it is, yesterday was a bad day lar. got to know alot of stuff that i didnt know. friends who claimed they are true friends yet they are not. Went to harvey norman yesterday and the salesman refused to serve us coz he saw the brochure we were holding in our hands regarding the sale of this digicam. i hate bad sevice and i complained to the so called manager. i even scolded him. in the end we bought this omlypus digicam that cost $200 more. the same salesman better chked his attitude man. i'll be gg back today. if he still provides the same bad service i'm going to blow up the whole matter. just because we came in our home clothes does not mean that we dun have the extra cash to burn k. respect every human man. rich or poor, we all are still humans. if u are fucking rich u will not be working as a lowly salesman in harvey norman le. what right do u have to look down on us? asshole.

ok. it isnt that i dun want to blog these few days. but my com died on me!! have to resort using the com in the living room, which was kinda inconvenient. somemore feel totally drained by the time i reached home.

mon-thurs
nothing much. work and more work.

fri
Shopping with xinyu at bugis!!! shopping is my life man. that was what kept me motivated for the whole day. bought this half jacket which i feel was a total waste of money.. no doubt i look gorgeous in it but i doubt i will be wearing it very often.. :(

sat
outing with the 4E1 pple! first destination was sentosa. dear was absolutely accident proned that day. suffered a spained shoulder, a sprained finger and a bruise beside his left eye. second destination at marina south. the food was not bad lar.. as in there are alot of variety to choose from. tt was also where i enjoy the view of the fireworks for the first time. seeing them on tv and seeing real are totally 2 different feelings. headed to west coast for a simple chilling out session. this outing was very convenient as in we dun have to take any form of public transport as jia an, xinda and ruihang drove us ard.

sun
planned some of my birthday stuff. i dun feel any excitement at the moment. mum is feeling panicky thou. kept asking me millions of questions. i've yet to buy my key pendent with her yet thou i've already set my eye on this pendent from sookee.

argh.. this entry kinda sucks. no mood to blog.. not used to blogging with so many pple ard me. tamade! y does my com have to die??? sob.. lright.. think i shall go back to updating my wishlist..

Yeah! finally catch initial D with Xinyu!! i must agree that Jay indeed needs more acting classes.. but he's the man nonetheless! I LOVE U JAY!! Edison Chen is damn gorgeous.. cant stop drooling.. I WANT EAT HIM UP!!!! *grrr* Anyway i think the main actress sucks. see nothing appealing about her and fuck! she took away jay's first screen kiss! chao nuggets! i bet i can do a better job man. she's definitely not a beauty.. a bit fleshy but i guess guys like lar huh.. more things to grab mahz.. was very happy with the ending coz jay dump her.. hehee

Yesterday while i was on my way to meet Xinyu i did something unbelievable. I actually gave my number to this so called "model agent". let me explain. despite being approached countless times, i've never once gave my contact number. to me, i think this whole thing is a hoax. But i relented yesterday coz this lady was not letting me off even though i told her in a very friendly tone that i am really not interested. as i begin to walk away she shouted after me, u can be a model u know.... i began to quicken my footsteps. she followed closely behind. her breath on my neck. hell, she was really not lettingme go and her sudden outburst was creating alot of unwanted attention on me. i wated this to be done and get over with. i was really very hesitant to stop as i was already late but then i told myself i have nothing to lose what. she did not ask me to pay her money for makeover and stuff. after giving her my number she told me she will call me to go for an audition soon. whatever it is, i will never go down. what a total waste of my time.

had a mini argument with the branch manager of Fox. dun really want to go into details. i left the shop angrily after that. but of coz ot before shooting her a look that says," screw u! i will never come back to this fucking shop again." i know she felt very apologetic but i was just very angry at the way she handled the matter and her ridiculous irrelevant explaination.

today's saturday.. no programs again.. guess will be going to my cousin's one year old birthday party.. my mum specifically ordered me to go to personally invite my aunts they all to my birthday as well.. but i dun really care

let u guys know more about me: i hate it when people disturb me from my sleep.

darling sure know how to fill my life with surprises. he was completely alright after our shopping spree. so i was totally shocked when he smsed me in the morning to tell me he's feeling very cold and vomiting all over the place. so my motherly instinct took over and i went to his place to look after him. apparently he lacks sufficient sleep. coz after a few hours of sleep he's up jumping ard.. akin to a monkey that has gone wild.

anyway i think that singapore uncles and ah pehs are supremely fucking gross. not all but most. while i was making my way to dear's place, i had to walk past this shop that is undergoing some renovation. as i was approching them, some even asked their collegues to look at me and they were leering openly at me, to the extent of making wolf whistles. wtf. if i hold a black belt i sure give them a flying kick in their l.p.

my birthday party is approaching soon.. but i've yet to get responses from certain people. i know i damn cheapskate lar. as in i invited them via friendster message but it's a cost effective way what. i must say that it absolutely does not take much effort to click the reply button and send me a reply right? anyway for those reading my blog and u did not receive my invitation, pls dun fret coz i know u are the people i can ask personally. imagine man. i have to copy and paste as well as customise the damn message. it really was not easy so be more understanding ya.. *hehe* for people who wants to stay overnight at my chalet pls let me know ya? u r more than welcome to do so..