Saturday, April 30, 2005 @9:50 PM
Hehe. tt's right, went to chinablack once again wth kailing, shumin and margaret. we are really one group of havoc queens. lol. was extremely tired yesterday and didnt really want to go, but promised kailing le mahz.. lol. ok lar.. was ok fun lor. drunk alot but no feeling. :( drank one house drink, one jar of tequila sprite and 2 tequila shots. powerful right.. ok lar, drank some beer and burbon coke from huibin's jar. still nothing. haha.
anyway while i was in chinablack i was very disgusted and super disappointed at certain girl's behaviour. i just dun understand their actions. it's as though they have no dignity and image. shan elaborate on them. let's just say even guys are put off by the mentioned behaviour.
Gg chinablack again on the 20th of may. coz it's martin's birthday!! he better blajar me man. think housedrinks are too weak. hahahha.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Thursday, April 28, 2005 @10:51 PM
the world is just so ironical by itself. i have friends calling me up during exam period asking me for help. i was fine with it coz it allows me to understand more. ok. but the worst thing is they manage to score on the question while i buang tt question with my carelessness!! ok.. tt's still not the worst thing. people called me and asked me how to do this question from the past year paper. i replied them i haven finished studying and so dun think i will go thru the paper and help them. but i manage to finish studying ahead of time and did the past year paper as well!! BUT i didnt tell that person i did that question and know how to do it. in the exams a similar question came up and i buang again coz i was too complacent!!! it's really kharma man. knn!! die man, the tremandeous stress had really taken a toil on me. found myself scolding many unforgotten vulgarities even thou i had not been scolding them for like so many years!! will scold knnbccb if i come across something very chim!! lol... i'm adult so i can scold k!? yesterday tax's paper can be considered do-able.. my first question was totally gone. ok, not totally but mostly.. then behind carelessness here and there.. think whole paper can get 50 marks i happy le.. yupz, tt's how bad it is even thou i thought it was DO-ABLE. i hope i can get at least B man.. i dun want to get anymore Cs!!! *sob* think if this sem get c again really no chance at second lower honours le... fuck!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Friday, April 22, 2005 @11:40 AM
sighz. yesterday was my first core paper. was damn stressed out man. ate kfc with gel before the paper and as the time for the paper neared, i could feel myself preparing to vomit. hands shaking and stuff. yupz. tt's what exams can do to me. in fact i could not even eat dinner the day before already. anyway i tot that i could do the paper. i tot it was ok. kailing called me later at night after the paper and we started discussing our answers. the more we compared, the more i went tamade, wrong le.. argh! to think i was so confident. damn!
next paper is on monday and i haven started!! realised there are 21 readings to finish within these 3 freaking days! FREAK!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Tuesday, April 19, 2005 @12:05 PM
was browsing thur my friendster just now. realised that most of the people in my list were former dunearnites. looked at some of their photos and am reminded of the fun that we used to have. regardless of whether we knew each other or not. yupz. cant help feeling nostalgic just thinking abt dunearn. really miss my NPCC seniors and juniors and fellow squadmates!! i used to hate camping at pulau ubin, but now, i think i would give anything just to go camping with them again. sing campfire songs, play stupid games, do pumpings together. kena scolding together, huddle in the green, supposedly haunted building together during the rain, do sentry duty blah blah blah.. still remembered how we tried to scare our juniors by telling them make-up ghost stories when we were NCOs.. also how good it felt when our juniors had to greet us loudly during meal time before they can have their meals.. even thou they still meet up regularly, i often did not make an attempt to go. coz i dun feel like it, coz i feel lazy, coz i had exams and blah blah blah.. kind of regretted coz i think these few years of not meeting them had pulled our distance further apart. -sighz- I MISS THEM ALL!! EMMELINE!! XUNMAO!! JINBAO!! ALL THE REST!!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Sunday, April 17, 2005 @11:28 AM
went to bugis to pray with gel after our GE paper on wed. haha.. wanted to pray for more luck.. need all the luck man.. GE was damn shitty.. but aiyah.. just a GE mahz.. really think my luck with exams is damn freaking shit.. juts like last sem.. know how to do co law but still score a freaking c.. similarly for acc.. got the same grade as people when i tot i could TRASH them.. people come telling me maybe mine is a high B while theirs is just a low B.. come on man.. does it really make a diff? fark.
had enough of studying. went shopping on thurs with dear. been eye-ing this fairy like top at gg>5. no more s size when i went for for it.. :( nonetheless, bought 3 supremely nice tops at m)phosis!! their clothes are getting nicer!! or is it my taste? hahaha.. glad that i am able to find more places to shop now. far east is getting of.. yucky.. tacky clothes. (no offence to anyone) anyway saw this belt at m)phosis too.. didnt buy it. reached bus stop then regretted for not buying. lol. dear then accompanied back to m)phosis. but i still dint buy it in the end. hahahha. me now looking for a nice pair of adidas mary jane!! i dun care man. I WANT IT!! gg to hunt it down by hook or by crook. *grr*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Thursday, April 14, 2005 @2:10 PM
Was just switching channels aimlessly the other day. stumble upon mtv channel and the song caught my attention. lol.. it was moffatts miss u like crazy.. decided to ransack my whole CD collection so that i can listen to their songs again!! playing their CD at the moment. it's really amazing that i can still remember most of their song lyrics.. feel damn good to be singing on top of my lungs.. hahaha.. still remember that manling told me her fav song was say'n i love u.. haha.. right manling? feel like i'm back to the good old sec sch days.... *awwww*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Sunday, April 10, 2005 @11:16 PM
can really feel the tension slowly mounting, accumulating over these past few days. the heat is getting on to me.. nowadays when i log on to msn.. it's just like a ghost msn.. no one's there.. even if they are there, they arent chatting... *spooky*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Saturday, April 09, 2005 @10:35 PM
this feeling is so damn familar. suddenly got a feeling that dear is drifting apart from me. he claims he's not.. but i can feel it. arent women supposed to possess this extra thingy called intuition? dun ask me for explicit reasons.. intuition does not need facts.. it requires only the unseen..
ok.. maybe an explicit example would be he does not really care where i go.. he assumes where i am.. he does not hold my hands anymore along the distance from my house to the lift. he does not wait till i'm out of sight before closing the lift's door.. he does not seen so eager to meet me anymore.. -SIGHZ-
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Friday, April 08, 2005 @10:07 AM
went on a short shopping spree with sister on wed. parked our car at parangon shopped at parangon, heeren and finally fly thur taka and wisma and finally reach far east. far east.. hmmm.. think i really shud stop gg there.. shopping trips there ended furtile all the time. the clothes are just too kiddish.. i'm a grown up already man.. lol.. anyway i bought these 2 pretty tops from GG<5!!>orange spag!! so different from my normal white and black! so proud of myself!! hahaha.. revamp.. revamp! the other piece was a very simple lustre pink top. love it! now as i grow older i really hate wearing tops tt exposed my midriff. i want something long enough! guess GG<5>
the thought of gg to school later really made me so sianz later.. but bobian.. have to go submit the damn bloody IT report.. i haven even printed it out. wth man, i did the bulk of the proj, consolidate, edit their part and now i have to go print and bind the whole piece of shit!! sighz. but nvm.. hope this proj can get b man.. tt's all i'm asking for coz i heard from kailing pelly gave away loads of Cs last sem. i was like huh! wtf! pelly doesnt even know how to do access! wat position is he in to give us c when we were slogging our lives out these past few weeks for this damn database?? TAMADE SI AH BU NEH NEH!!
was talking to kailing the other night. lol. she strongly advocated me to go join miss singapore universe. said i have the calibre and blah blah blah.. dearie, on the other hand was like, join for wat? he's totally against me parading my fabulous figure in front of the whole nation in just 2 pieces of cloth. lol. seriously, i wouldnt mind being a model. not those photograpghy models.. but those walk way kind. those are more interesting. but somehow i dun think i possess enough of the x-factor dosage to really stand out from those damn gorgeous pple. Look at Nadya!! she's hot hot hot!!
enough of crapping.. shall go prepare to go school le.. sianz 1/2
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Tuesday, April 05, 2005 @11:08 PM
TAMADE! some people just dun show appreciation for the good things people did for them. take my 2 IT grp members for instead. I did the BULK of the project, edited their parts, and even have to consolidate the whole report. i dun mind seriously, coz i know i would need to use this information during the exams. Anyway, what i got in return from them was not even a sincere thank you. knn. who do they think they are? i know they are free-riders lar, but are free-riders suppose to be so sei bin? i went up to one of the 2 today and asked her if she had read the report. she was like ya.. i tot the report was ok. OK?!! I EXPECT A WELL DONE FROM U MAN! I did everything for u 2 damn bitches man! i even had to resort to editing ur damn part!! what the hell. (breathe in, breath out)
Ok.. i've finally cooled down. but sorry, i dun have any compunctions about the comments i made earlier. to hell with bitches and free-riders. fark them! feel damn proud of this whole project coz i did practically everything on my own, nope, not with any single help from the others.. i even had to help them out. this is an indication of how ahem.. clever i really am. hahaha..
had an argument with my other half the other night.. i was just so furious.. could feel the room spinning.. does this mean i have high blood pressure? i really dunno man.. i feel real dizzy most of the time i get angry..
today's tax quiz was kind of tricky. but i didnt lose alot of marks.. heng sia.. to think i was so damn stress last night.. i'm so easily stress.. is there something wrong with me? gg to town with sis tmr.. hopefully i would be able to find some new clothes.. gonna change my style.. look out for me guys!! oh ya.. gonna buy this curling thong.. i want to look sexy and wild.. grrr.. lol.. one last thing.. red is hot hot hot!!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Sunday, April 03, 2005 @10:47 AM
damn.. it's been a hell of a time since i last blogged. cant blame me man. been real busy with this damn bloody piece of IT shit project. finally seeing something done thou. proud of my own achievement. did the whole access by myself, with the mere help of the access text. no other help at all. i tackle all the dead ends by myself and even came up with fantastic solutions. i even help my friends man. wth lor, one brain is better than their 3 brains? after which i'll be expected to hear something like tt from them, "wow! u are so clever man!!" ......... it pays to listen in class k..
wanted to blog more.. but i guess i shan.. i just dun like certain pple to know too much of me anymore. in all, it doesnt pay to be kind. kindness does not beget kindness.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-