My *bling bling* Guess watch
The 12 stalks of daisy that dear bought for meHappened to stumble upon these photos as I didnt realise that my brother has uploaded them for me.. So, there you go.. My bf is indeed the bestest bf on Earth! Well, at least I have a present every V-day.. hahaha.. That may be immaterial to some couples, but it's the thought, love and gesture that counts! Though everyday is Vday to me and dear, this is the Vday among the Vdays.. One may claim that presents are not necessary, but I know deep down inside, they think otherwise! Imagine how sad it would be to grow old together with your partner and receiving only presents from him during the period of courtship or worse, only in the beginning of the courtship? It's not that we girls are materialistic, but deep down inside of every girls, we all want to be pampered and be loved on this very special day though we too admit that Vday is way off too commercialised! I think it's sweet to grow old and having your husband giving you flowers every V-day. It goes to show he cares about you and that he loves you enough to celebrate this day with you..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Monday morning has never felt so good! Awakened to turkey ham and orange with aloe vera.. Pure luxury! Yum, tons of food to eat later, curry chicken, pizza, chocolates, blah blah blah.. *droops* Think my parents have been spoiling me nuts these past few days. There's a silver lining in every clouds! *winks* The air smells so fresh suddenly. The sun is shining so cheerfully. It's true when people said the only good thing about pits is that the only way out is up. I'm on my way up, stronger than before!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Decided against my wishes to join Janice and KK for overnight mahjong despite the hectic week. Breakfast was at Mac at Tea Garden. The environment is quite pleasant, with the ponds and stuff. Had a whole hell of fun remininiscing the good old days.. Like how we used to play with distilled water during chemistry lab session and how mdm teo once got so exasperated she once asked me to stay back to explain to me y playing with the distilled water is not nice. HAHAHA.. It's always fun to be with Janice and gang. Janice is someone who always speaks her mind, though it can be rather hurting sometimes, but on second thoughts, you will understand that what she said makes sense and it is totally based on solid hard facts. I MISS YOU BABE!! I realised that dark rings will appear if u missed sleep for even one day! No matter how long i've slept these 2 days, they refused to be gone! Eye lotions and stuff do not result in miracles! Minyi girl, paiseh.. Dont think i can help you with your dark rings.. I, myself is helpless!
After all I've been through recently, I learned the hard way that the flower that blooms in adversity is the most beautiful. No matter how difficult the tough gets going, always believe in yourself and in your friends' love and care. What doesnt kill you only makes you emerge stronger and more beautiful on the inside. My dad told me, "No matter how the wind howls, the mountain will not bow." Of how he did not say it to me in english. Though i was too angry to listen at that point of time, I am indeed enlightened at his wise words now. It doesnt matter that you have been accused, because the gods up there are watching and listening, at least that's what my mum believes firmly.
Whatever it is, I think it's bad karma to try to break a couple up. My mum always drums into me that one should never do that, because if you ever do that, someday, someone will break up your relationship too. I think my relationship with dear is not that shallow to allow a wild accusation to come between us. I know for certain that the truth will prevail someday.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Everything's been good depsite the false accusations that were being hurled at me. I'm indeed an advocate to trash things out. Too bad the other party isnt, thus, i see no need for it. With regards to me telling the half truth to the other FYP groupmate, that was indeed another one of the many countless wild accusations. I remembered VIVIDLY telling the other FYP mate not once but twice or maybe thrice about how this person decided not to fly anymore. Perhaps the other FYP mate was too surprised with all the news to hear me say that. *yAWN* Anyway, the sms clearly stated the intention to want to go. It's analogous to a person who abetted someone's murder but didnt carry out the murder himself. The abetter faces the same fate as the murderer when caught - the death penalty. What the law looks at is the intention. Anyway, it doesnt really matter who finish whose work first, what matters most is the quality of the work done as well as the amount of sweat you put into completing your work. I dont really think it is hard work when someone else helped you did part of the work. Whatever it is, what matters to me is the work is done. You do not judge if a person is responsible based on the initial work. Afterall, the most initial work is usually the easiest. Thus, to prove you're responsible by merely finishing the easiest portion of the project first is really baseless. *smile sweetly* However, since you want to argue around the same reasoning, till now, I'm still editing the report to perfect the command of language used, doesnt that make me more responsible? Sometimes you dont have to boost about the work that you have done, people would find out eventually. (of course i'm referring to myself.. haha) Back to the stem of the conflict, I didnt dare to say NO to you because I myself am not sure if by then the project might have been done. What if I said NO and the project is finished earlier than expected? I dont wish to go through another session of being blamed for no particular reason.
In my wisely opinion, I feel that it's is very, very wrong to sidetrack from the main conflict and start to criticise a person's character. How the person is really like is irrelevant to the conflict and none of your business. One should always dui shi bu dui ren. Since we are going out to the working force soon, that's my kind advice to you. *arent i'm just so fcuking gracious? my jaws are going numb with all the fake smiling*
Wore my new heels for 304 presentation today. Haha.. made me feel powerful! Even El'fred smiled at me a few times during presentation.
Went to buy lunch at my marketplace and the vendor commented about my appearance to another, "isnt that lady just so beautiful?" Made me want to laugh out loud when she thought that i dont understand the dialect she was speaking in. Later, she told the person cooking my lunch to give me more noodles and she didnt even charge me for it! What a great bargain.. Aunties love me..!!
Oh ya, want to say thanks to my parents for their unwavering love and support for me. Friends and dear too! I love you guys! *muachz*
In my wisely opinion, I feel that it's is very, very wrong to sidetrack from the main conflict and start to criticise a person's character. How the person is really like is irrelevant to the conflict and none of your business. One should always dui shi bu dui ren. Since we are going out to the working force soon, that's my kind advice to you. *arent i'm just so fcuking gracious? my jaws are going numb with all the fake smiling*
Wore my new heels for 304 presentation today. Haha.. made me feel powerful! Even El'fred smiled at me a few times during presentation.
Went to buy lunch at my marketplace and the vendor commented about my appearance to another, "isnt that lady just so beautiful?" Made me want to laugh out loud when she thought that i dont understand the dialect she was speaking in. Later, she told the person cooking my lunch to give me more noodles and she didnt even charge me for it! What a great bargain.. Aunties love me..!!
Oh ya, want to say thanks to my parents for their unwavering love and support for me. Friends and dear too! I love you guys! *muachz*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I've deleted some parts of the previous post to appease the wrath of those incurred. Perhaps I should have stated certain parts explicitly that they are not about the person who so happened to read that blog entry. Of course, the earlier part of the deleted paragraphs were simply an avenue to express how I feel. This is my blog, my personal space for any verbal vomit. Read it if u want to, but of course, always be well-prepared when reading it because it might be you I'll be talking about next. Do I care? Obviously not, I'm not someone who chews my words. I lay my cards right on the tables instead of wearing them on my sleeves. I'm not a hypocrite. Being a archetype Leo, loyalty is a trait that flows in my blood. So please, do not preach to me about treatment of friends. I'm sure most of my friends are happy the way I am. :) Nobody is perfect, I know that adage like the back of my hand. Sadly, my flaws do not sit well with you, and therefore, the dismissal of a used-to-be wonderful friendship. I, hereby, wish you all the best of course. Goodbye!!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
The boating session was indeed very fun! I do not regret going for it though I have to wake up early and the price was a bit steep. Luckily dear bought me sunblock, otherwise I would be totally burnt. Had fun learning how to drive the boat.. *grinz* The pics were taken by Brenda and I've uploaded most of the pics in webshots.. so go take a look at it for more details and visual effects ya?
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
If u guys are free, do help me fill this out k? http://kevan.org/johari?name=sinyeemeinu It will allow me to know how u guys think about me.. :)
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Happy V Day to all!!
Today is a special day for me and dear. I guess this day marks the rebirth of our relationship and I hope our relationship will remain strong for the following years to come. I said following years because we both think that would be the toughest period of our relationwhip when i go out to work and him 2 years later. Putting the unhappiness aside, I want to thank dear for buying me this real funky black Guess watch! I simple love it to bits dear! Thanks!! Thanks for the ugly ( u said it was ugly too right?) but colourful and of course thoughtful bouquent of daisies too.. hahahaha.. I really appreciate all that you have done.
To all my dearest friends who are happily attached now, Happy V Day and I wish u happiness eternally with your partners.
To all my dearest friends who are still single, Happy V Day too! I wish love will find you soon~! *Muachz*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I realised that i cannot stand kids who behaved as thou they are possessed. While i was at Mac yesterday, i came across these 2 kids who kept screaming. Their screams did attract alot of attention and soon, they were just running around the place when their maid went up to queue up for some food. The kids were just so misbehaved that they actually used their fists to push their maid. If they were my kids, I believe strongly that I would throw them down my flat. Mind you, I stayed on the 16th storey currently. Arent kids supposed to be adorable and mild-behaved? Thou these 2 kids are of age where they can talk, I dont understand their screaming sessions. I just feel like going up to them and give them each 2 slaps across their faces. Dont get me wrong, I do love kids, but i cant tolerate this kind of possessed behaviour.
Anyway,the importance of first impression is something that cannot be vehemently denied. It's the first impression that made you decide if u want to be friend with that person. It's the first impression that gives u either a good/bad vibe about a person. Guys or girls, please do take time to groom yourself. No doubt that first impression could be misleading, but that's the first stepping stone for everything else beyond that. Dear said that I'm superficial, but isnt everyone else so? Why else would u choose to sit next to that person in class when it is full of strangers? Y else would people label good looking pple as babes or hunks? Y else that people think that the good-looking people are more capable? (This is true, read it in a research article somewhere in the newspaper before) The world is superficial. It leaves little space for people who dont bother with their physical appearance and self-groom themselves a little. It's just like when i was having a project discussion with my group members the other day. As we were randomly assigned to a group, I didnt know some of them beforehand. There's this girl who looks totally unkempt, her frizzy hair flying around her face wildly, and she looks like someone who doesnt at least washes her face before she attends a lesson. There she was, saying about how she wants to look for a golden turtle so that she doesnt hae to work. A thought immediately flashed my mind. I though, "Heck, look at her own self man.. does she really think she will be able to attract them? Oh please..!" Of course i kept my thoughts to myself, I dont know her well afterall. Besides her apperances, she also has some attitude problem. When we were planning the time of our next meeting, she instanteously exclaimed," Eh, i have a problem with waking up early lehz, can someone give me a morning call?" I was left speechless.. does she really think she's some kind of tai tai already? Here we are at the age of 20+, handling the project and to top it off, we are entering the working world soon, doesnt she have any responsibility? Tamade. Everytime i see her i feel like using a brush and scrub her clean.. ya.. that's how dirty i think she is.. *pui*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
The pre-audition interview went just as i expected, asking us to pay some amount for training and stuff like this. But what really amazes me was that this was not like those typical scheming agency. In fact, this agency has groomed stars like jennette aw and fiona xie. They were also in charge of several commercials aired on TV. The manager was rather keen on me, he wanted to take a picture of me and suggested sending me for several auditions for certain roles but I dont really think i have time for all this. :(
I was really kind of regretting that i didnt pursue this opportunities when they were presented to me few years back. I dont have the intention to pursue this as my career but at least it is another kind of exposure that i get to gain during my younger days. Oh well.. I think I just got to let this remain one of the most regretful things in my life..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I thought today was just another typical school day. But i guess not. I was cajoled into giving my number to this agency, United Artist and i tot,"heck it lar.. I dun think i'll go for the audition." But nahz, i decided to give it a try afterall. There's nothing to lose i guess. Instead, I'll gain a new experience! Perhaps, if they like me enough, I'll be the bext big star of Singapore. hahahhaa...
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Went to join the super duper long queue at JP today just to get my hands on the potentially winning piece of TOTO ticket. It was kinda embarrassing when you looked around and realised that the people together in the queue with you are uncles and aunties and the kind of look they give u can really make you want to dig and hole and bury yourself inside! Especially so when the shoppers there give u there "wah lau eh! so young come and queue for TOTO liao" look. *yawn* Luckily I have Gel for company. While queueing with Gel, i realised that there are countless things that we had done together that i have not done with even my bestest friends. Some examples would be going to the temple in bugis to pray for good results, she's my most frequent MJ khaki till recently and of coz today when we went to buy our potential winning tickets. It then set me thinking if I would still have the luxury to do this kind of stuff after my graduation. If so, who would I be queueing or going to the temple to pray with?
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
Had a very weird dream last night. In the dream, I was probably 2-3 months pregnant and had a small bump. I felt really blissful. That's rather strange, considering the fact that I think marriage is such a scary thing.. what more pregnancy. Anyway, I dont know who the father of the child is. I remember wanting to hold his hands while we were standing watching a movie, but all he did was to give me a squeeze, leaving me feeling extremely insecure. Anyone who knows how to decipher dreams?
On a totally irrelevant note, I've uploaded some pictures for CNY.. so can go take a look ya?
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-
I never could understand the reasons behind infidelity. However. I realised suddenly that people in relationship do go astray because of one word - companionship.
It's just the same rationale when u like who u like isnt it? U tend to fall for someone who spends the most time with u talking to you, going out with u etc etc. Sadly, things do change when 2 people decided to get into a relationship, and things do take an adverse change too after marriage. Suddenly, your partner would want you to be more understanding towards the things he/she did, like how he/she can never spend enough time with you anymore. Or how other things have become more important for him/her to persue and how u have to take a backseat now. Or how he/she rejects your concern and worse still, accuse you of throwing a tantrum when your initial starting out point was purely care and love. U start to feel that aching in your heart, to yearn for that little bit of companionship that you wished your partner could offer you though you know it is unattainable. Naturally, in times like this, when someone else starts to shower you with a little more attention, a little more concern, heart strays..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-