Thursday, July 21, 2005 @11:14 AM
Ok. shall continue from where i stopped last night. i finally smsed my isster and told her off. I really have enough of her freaking nonsense. She's out to turn the whole family upside down and make everyone's life miserable. she knows my dad and mum get worried when we come home late yet she deliberately stayed out late for the past few weeks. Last night, the straw that broke the camel's back was when i heard from my friend( who wnet to the nbs camp and so happened to be in my sister's OG) that she told him that we arent on talking terms. She added that she might not be coming to my birthday chalet. I told her off and she didnt reply till qte late. As some of u guys might have known from reading my blog, the triggering event that caused the cold war was over hte summon thingy and my mum's constant nagging. she scolded me for being selfish and that i made her the scapegoat and also the fact that i didnt help her out when my mum niao-ed her. i was speechless. not coz i feel guilty or anythibng like tt. But coz i realised howw calculative she is when it comes to our family. i told her that i did tell my parents the reasoning behind the summon. i did receive my share of nagging as well. She just reply somehting like so, so what? i happy so what? and similar stuff. her attitude is totally fucked up lor. Even before i proceed i guess i shud mention this. Even before she gotten the summon, both of us agreed to hide the truth from my parents to shild my youngest sister from any scoldings from my parents. i was the one who suggested it and she didnt raise any objections. last night she said she didnt agree at all. i was damn mad lar. so much for being sisters. my mum injured her spine when she had a hard fall many years ago and now she needs to undergo some kind of treatment. As my mum doesnt know eng well she asked me to acc her even thou i'm working. she didnt even dare to aks my sister who's practically doing nothing at home but just planning how to anger my parents even more. i told her to let this thing go as my birthday is coming and stuff. she replied very very sarcastically that oh, happy birthday then. what kind of attitude is that man. me and my ma had already forgone our pride and took the initiative to talk to her. She refused to even give in any single step. I think that's really too much of her. Her friends are just one fucking bunch of ccb. one of her close friends even stole many things such as watches and money from my hse while tutoring my little sister. what kind of friend will do that man. my maid was made the scapegoat then but did she even speak up? no man. she continued defending her friend. wth man. i seriously think if the whole family is wiped out one day in some freak accident while she's out she wun even mourn. she might even be popping champage out there celebrating with her bunch of gd nothing friends. she even has the cheek to aks me to stop insulting her friends. the ultimate was when she said pt taken lar. i know what u are driving at. i stop being angry. i will continue to be ur driver k? i knew she will say that one. luckily i already haev no intention to ask her for help. i rather hail a cab tmr to transport the food rather than to ask her for help. when sch starts i will definitely take a bus to sch. i cant wait to get my license man. this is the first time i feel the itch to get a license man. If sisters can also break up i will choose to forgo such a sister. to think i tot our relationship has always been strong. but i was so damn freaking wrong.
Whatever it is, yesterday was a bad day lar. got to know alot of stuff that i didnt know. friends who claimed they are true friends yet they are not. Went to harvey norman yesterday and the salesman refused to serve us coz he saw the brochure we were holding in our hands regarding the sale of this digicam. i hate bad sevice and i complained to the so called manager. i even scolded him. in the end we bought this omlypus digicam that cost $200 more. the same salesman better chked his attitude man. i'll be gg back today. if he still provides the same bad service i'm going to blow up the whole matter. just because we came in our home clothes does not mean that we dun have the extra cash to burn k. respect every human man. rich or poor, we all are still humans. if u are fucking rich u will not be working as a lowly salesman in harvey norman le. what right do u have to look down on us? asshole.
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