Friday, June 24, 2005 @1:53 PM
that loser bastard couldnt just leave me alone. i hate him and seriously i wished him dead. my hatred for him will never ever go away. everytime i think of the misery he caused me, my blood continues boiling. he has a pretty gf now. so why must him still sms me? afterall, he was the one who asked me never to sms him again when all i wanted was friendship. so y is he eating his words now? everytime my hp vibrates and i saw his name i feel like throwing my damn hp against the wall, at the same time wishing it's his head i'm throwing and smashing. anyway he forwarded me a rather harmless sms. but revenge is on my mind. i just want to reply something mean, nasty and sarcastic. subtle enough to spoil his whole day. his sms went like this, "sweet candies are nice to eat, sweet words are easy to say, but sweet people are hard to find. oh my gosh, how did u find me? nightz!" i simply feel like puking. sweet? urgh. he's fucking gross. the following are some of our exchanges over sms. read my sms with a sarcastic tone ya..
me: lol.. weird.. i nv tot of u as sweet before. haha. night. (i ended my sentences with . instead of ..)
him: stop lying.. haha.. when u graduating?
me: stop flirting lar. next year.
him: i'm not! just stating a fact.. u're in acc right? how long's the course? direct honours?
me: y? u gg there mehz?
him: considering whether to study locally or overseas
me: oh. but i think the interview for poly students is over.
him: i'm talking abt next year la.. ya, i got a place in uk already. but see if it's better to try locally lor
me: WOW! your grades must be damn good to try local uni. ur gf gg with u ah?
him: ya.. most prob. you havent ans my qn lei. how long the course and is it firect honours?
me: lol.. aiyah if u r helping ur gf to ask just tell me straight lar. 3 years and yes direct honours.
him: i'm asking for myself la.. u always looking down on me. lol.. gonna sleep now. nitez!
me: haha.. oops.. night
judging from his reply i know he sipei tulan le. but i could feel an unexplainable happiness. dun ask me how i know he's pissed off. dun forget we were together for 3 years after all. in actual fact, i've never look down on him before. he was the one who was always so sensitive, so eager to show what a man he was. just like a dog who's eager for a bone. revenge is indeed sweet coz i know i had spoiled his day. this feeling is however insatiable. right down, i despise him for all his actions. for all the fucking betrayal. regardless to me or his present gf. the fact that he smsed me this kind of sickening sms when he's with his gf show what kind of a bastard he is. and this is not the first time. and this is not the most mushy sms he had ever sent me since he's with his gf. i cant wait for the day where he suffers. i hate him and i hope he knows that. i hope he will NEVER find a day of happiness in his life. not even a tinge of happiness. it's not that i'm not gracious. it's because he deserves it.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-