Monday, February 28, 2005 @9:05 AM
before i formally starts blogging, like to share this email i received a long time ago.. but to read it only today. anyway, think some of u guys might or might not read it before, but i'm not going to paste the whole thing down.. perhaps just one part (the coloured para)
"Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears AND you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think."
is this really the case? fucking bullshit. if u are going to be simple-minded and kind to everyone then u are just a stupid bloody fool. THIS WORLD IS UNFAIR. stop thinking that by being good to everyone u will be an angel. let me tell u, there's no angel in this world. even if angels really exist, they are tainted. the movie "constantine" painted the picture out beautifully. even if u are not going to be selfish, who is going to be generous and selfless towards u? just as smilarly, there are no perfect agents on earth. mother teresa is not a perfect agent either. and let me tell u guys honestly, i hate nice people. the nicer they are, the more i think they are just so plastic. people who i often pour my woes out to shud jolly well know the illustration swimming in my mind this very moment. the person who wrote the above statement is probably an old granny who knows nothing abt the screwed minds of people. lucky her. anyway abt the part of taking off ur jealousies and envies, i think that just sound so hackneyed. can anybody even do that? if so, why the need for plastic surgery? y the need for degrees? plain bullshiting again.
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went to watch white noise with jan, kk, dan, jeremy and winston. think the movie is damn scary. was literally screaming my lungs out. didnt want to go initially, but still went when kk called to inform me that he managed to buy the tixs. he cursed me already u see. he cursed me that if he managed to buy the tix and i fly aeroplane, i would be left on the shelf this lifetime. freaking ass right?! lol.. head to breko at holland v after that where martin joined us shortly. the beer is damn cheap. 2 for $10. we all drank tiger. it's sweeter than heineken lor. realised that we probably look like some ah peh and aunties by drinking tiger beer. the hippie people ard us were all drinking heinken. lol. the green bottle just looks cool only lar. we shud support singapore products mahz. if we dun give them a chance who would? tiger is singapore product k?! play indian poker, blackjack, heart attack, all sorts of card games to while the time away. went home only around 3+. there were loads of laughter. as usual, hanging out with them has always been fun.
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