Saturday, January 08, 2005 @9:50 AM
had my first GE lesson just yesterday. lecturer is some ah neh. (zan, ur favorite!!) surprisingly, he spoke fluent englsih, w/o any ah neh accent. this GE is really enriching. as in he told us stuff tt i didnt even know can help in our career. but i think he is an intelligent person. i guess he's one who always achieved what he wants. he's old. bet he's ard 50+ but he told us he had the mind of a 30 year old. he said he re-invented himself. tt's kind of weird and disgusting to hear. lol. i seriously hope this GE can really push me to greater heights man. i long realised that climbing the corparate ladder is an uphill task. but somehow after the lecture yest, it sorta motivate me and changed my perspective. i now take tt as an attainable challenge. i love challenges. i want to be able to make at least $5000 a month after working for some time. aiyah, but of coz, whether i will really achieve my goal is another matter. but i will not give myself some leeway and say it's ok if i dun achieve it. coz i believe the more slack u allow urself, the higher possibility tt u will NV reach ur goals.
sch had already started for like 1 week yet i do not feel any momentum. there are simply so many readings to do. i feel tired constantly. tt's true man. my sch day usually starts at like 9 and ends ard 4+, 6+ man. i have 2 days where i end at 6+. i go hm i really dun feel like touching my bks anymore. right now, i'm totally lagging behind all those damn readings. worse still, the readings are just too chim to understand. this sem is moving like an express train. i dun even have some time to take a breather, to have some me-time. sometimes i really think i had become a nutcase. as in i have the systoms of behaving strangely. i smiled to myself and always praise myself in the mirror tt i have become prettier. LOL. no lar! just joking.
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