Sunday, August 15, 2004 @11:49 PM
Just came back from Kelvin's place.. wah.. lost so much money man.. but it's ok lar.. at least we had fun and of coz we won $20 from them just yest too!! heehee.. Darling just went back to camp.. starting to miss him so so muz.. he really is the bestest thing in my life.. even before we meet to go ke;vin's place he went to orchard to buy this project shop bag tt i really like.. so sweet!! i really love him so so muz.. every minute i spent with him is just so perfect.. we rarely quarralled when we r with each other.. yet when out of sight i'll become more short-temper.. my darling is really the bestest darling.. i know tt everything he does it's all becozof me.. i come before his evry priorities, his happiness his everything.. i know he will definitely give up everything just to see me smile.. i really dunno wat i'll be without him.. however i feel tt i'm more selfish.. somehow i put myself first sometimes.. i wish i can be as wei da as my darling.. but i really feel tt i've changed.. of coz it's for the better.. as in i've become more tolerant and not as demanding as before and has try my best to control my temper tt always goes out of hand.. on top of that i've tried to be more accomodating to my darling's feelings.. thou i'm not always successful in controlling my temper, my darling has been really wonderful in terms of understanding y i feel the way i do.. right now we r saving up for our wedding when we are 26, 27 years old.. yupz.. thou we've been together for likde 7 months le bu everything just feel so right with him.. he is really really very diff from all my past relationship.. everything just feel so perfect and natural with him.. i can be myself in front of him with no need for any pretences.. i can burp, scold vulgur sometimes, condemn pple, he will still smile at my xiao jie qi.. god.. i really love him so so so much!! alrighty.. think tt's abt it for today.. gtg do my damn memo liao.. night~!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-