Friday, August 20, 2004 @7:04 AM
was taking bus 180 to jp when i passed lakeside mrt station.. tot of the days when i was in odac.. running all the way to tt overhead bridge and climbing up the 25 storeys high building with tt damn 6 kg in my bag.. but most imptly of all, i miss Pjc Life!! I totally miss janice, christine, daphne and even xiaofen.. sigh.. gone were those days of bitchiness, the crazy moments where me n jan will just make stupid comments and laugh till we cried.. still remembered her making the joke abt trophy joke.. it was damn mean but only we 2 know abt it.. LOL.. miss the days where we studied together esp near a levels.. where me, jan, kk, daniel, daphne will study together in the library till the library closed.. where we often went to the coffeeshops nearby to eat.. where there's this time we da pao long john back to sch to eat and switched the channel to zhen qin.. haha.. auntie show.. argh.. miss u guys so so damn muz!! uni life is just so diff.. everybody is practically so into their own lifes, studies and grades!! it's just so damn bl**dy competitive that friends no longer existed.. topics revolve abt studies, studies and studies.. my life is definitely muz more than tt!!! y is singapore so meritcractic??(is this how u spelled it anyway) what's up with all those damn bl**dy certs? to prove how well u can read? to prove how well u can study but practically no social life? damn! i hate this life.. i want to be free!! sighz.. if only u guys are in the same uni as me!! we can have so damn muz fun!! daphne is not even in nbs.. it's so hard to bump into her!! sigh.. will defintely do anything to turn back the hands of time to pj life.. that's where i made muz more friends with the same degree of madness as me.. thou our friendship isnt exactly smooth-sailing but tt's wat friendship shud be abt.. miss those days where jan told me she's proud of me, her lame jokes, her corniness, her brunt comments.. miss christine where we always go shopping together, talk abt our relationships and fashion tips.. miss xiaofen with her ello, her ever so cute voice.. miss daphne with her ever down-to-earth talk and her presence.. she does not need to speak but she's one friend u know who will always be there for u.. miss kk for his perpetual comment, "qu si lor" so muz so it became our kou tou chang.. miss daniel for his suaning pple character.. his ever there presence.. in fact i just called him today.. it just feel so relieved to know friends are still there and care for u thou it's been some time since we last contact.. msged christine and jan too.. was very happy to hear from them.. to know they still remember me.. haha.. they are friends who definitely will remain close to my heart till the day i die.. sighz.. hope we guys will catch up soon..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-