Friday, January 04, 2008 @10:28 PM
It's been a long time since I've been to Bugis to pray. I guess I only go there when I need some kind of assurance in my life. Currently, I feel that I'm no longer in control of my health, my love life etc. I've never felt so helpless before. I feel extremely handicapped. I feel lost..
The coming weeks are going to be a testing period for me. I dont know if I'm able to pass with flying colours or fail miserably. That doesnt matter though, because I know what the outcome is going to be. I tell myself I have to be strong. I learned yesterday that faith does not come from within one self, faith needs to be nurtured from others' belief as well..
I'm going to pray today for courage and strength. I'm going to pray for pride.I'm going to pray that everything will turn out to be ok. I'm just going to pray for myself. If I can, I'll pray that whatever is happening now is just a nightmare and that I'll wake up from it soon.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-