Went to St James yesterday and managed to find my lost VIP card! YIPEE! While I was there last night, I saw this female despo who was dancing "seductively" to hook some loner/losers who is willing to be her one night stand buddy. It turns me off to see a woman behaving in such a demeaning manner. I personally think that a woman's self-worth is determined by how much she loves herself. As such, I'm quite against one night stands to a very large extent. Should someone decides to have a ONS, at least QC first ya?
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Time flies. I cant believe that my uncle has passed away for a week already. Since his demise, the mood at home has been relatively solemn. However, I'm glad that my parents are feeling much better now. It's extremely heart-wrenching at the last day of his funeral, seeing the way my mum cried. It was also the first time I've seen my dad teared. It made me sad for quite a while.
At the last day of his funeral, alot of people cried. While I must admit that I was not close to this uncle, I cried as well. I'm not sure if I cried because of the way that my mum was crying or because i feel sad that I may never see my uncle again and call him "ah peh" ever again. It's always at funeral that you tell yourself that you must learn to treasure the people around you, so that one day should that person leaves the world suddenly, you can tell yourself without any regrets that you have at least treated that person well. Disappointingly, this is purely a fleeting thought. Let's be honest here, how many a times have we tell ourselves that we must treasure the people around us, yet we find it such an uphill task. Here's an example: how many a times have you resolved to be nice to your parents and yet when they start to nag incessantly, you cant help but yell back at them to stop the nagging? Another example: how many a times have you decided to be sweeter and nicer to your bf/gf/friends and yet when they did something to piss you off (be it intentional or unintentional), you cant contain your anger and scolded them? Guess you guys get the drift ya? As such, here's a big shoutout to people whom I used to deem as enemies, "YOU ARE FORGIVEN!!" For people who are not sure if I considered you foe or friend, you can heave that very much deserved sigh of relief now!!
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To Nerdy Bob: After all the ups and downs, I'm positive about the direction of our relationship and I want to tell you what I love you! very very much! muach!!