Sunday, June 24, 2007 @2:36 AM
Going to be 23 in approximately a month's time. Is 23 considered old or still young? Is 23 too late to start all over again? Honestly, I have no answer.
I realised that after being with someone for a while, you will always remember that person as who he was when you first get to know him. And often, those memories are sweet. But as time passes, as the environment changes, as your social circle changes, as your thinking changes, as even the climate changes, people change too. With changes, you yearned for the familarity, the stability to keep you secure. You choose to believe everything has always been the same and that nothing has changed, as such, you choose to remember (selectively!) what you wanted everything to be initially, totally oblivious to changes. Deep inside, you still believe, or rather, you want to believe that everything is still the same. However, after some time, you know it's not. Yet you find it hard to let go because you can still recall vividly the sweetness of how everything started. I have wanted everything to remain constant, but I guess I no longer have my call. I have to face it. It's over.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-