Sunday, March 19, 2006 @8:27 AM
As I mentioned few weeks back, to err is human, to forgive is divine. Till now, it leaves little explaination to why I'm not god. People always tell me this,"Forgive and forget lor.." Ya lar.. easy to say but I think it's not realistic man.. It's always easy to forgive yet U cant possibly forget things that left a negative impact.. Of course, that is unless u have the memory span of a stupid goldfish, which always think that the corner of the tank is a new adventurous place it has ventured into despite swimming past the same corner for 845137952 times.
Though I know jolly well the person doesnt care a single hoot for my forgiveness, or rather our friendship, I thought I should deserve an apology from that person. Honestly speaking, I do not think it's fair to criticise a friend whom you have known so long over issues that you have no clear idea on what is going on. What you heard are purely the messenger's own impression and opinion on what is happening. Therefore, I think it's only right that the person aplogises to me. It's not that I have no desire to bury the hatchet, but there are just some things you have to be adament about. It all boils down to personal principles. Of course, I hope that the person does not take it as I'm forcing an apology out of him/her. It's a choice of personal freedom. However, I must also proclaim first that an apology does not necessary mean that everything would be forgiven and forgotten. It takes time before you can put some stuff behind you. Naturally, everything would never be the same again.
Been sleeping too much this weekend. It's no wonder why my absorption rate is so low. Damn.. To think I thought I could finish what I've planned.. Rather stoned now.. So i'm just gonna leave things here..
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-