Monday, July 04, 2005 @12:45 PM
i especially hate the feeling of disappointment. perhaps that's y i dun like to give myself false hopes or pin my hopes too high. it's always the same. the higher hope i give myself, the harder i fall. it's just like last sem grades. i expected an A but nope no As. i asked myself this question repeatedly, "fuck. y?" this time is no exception.
i feel like i have been misleaded into doing something stupid. i should have asked for more help first. i guess i dug my own grave this time. to think i was even scorned at.
sometimes one need to be more sensitive to other people's feelings. if u know of someone's failure, it really is unnecessary to flaunt ur fucking own success.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-