Monday, June 27, 2005 @1:55 PM
for some weird reason, our wonderful friendship has escalated into something superficial and awkward. I dunno how it happened and when it happened. i find myself reading between ur lines for everything that you had said. i cant cease doubting you. i hate myself for doing this. but i guess i just have to. i cant be myself around you anymore. it's sad that our friendship has become something so superficial. it's as though you are lurking in some dark corner, watching my every micro movements. crossing your fingers and praying hard for me to fall. the scary thing is i know u will not be there to catch me when i fall. the irony is u know i will be there to catch u when u fall. what a stupid person i am.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-