Thursday, March 10, 2005 @2:17 AM
Emotions are just so weird and unpredictable. one minute u could be feeling euphoric, the other minute depressed. was thinking about my conversation with xinyu over lunch today. couldnt shake off the shadow of the harsh reality that had been suffocating me. looks do matter after all. i guess that's the inevitable ultimate that all developed countries have to undergo. mind u, this is not a transitional period. it's here to stay. in this society where u just randomly throw a stone at a stranger in town, probability that the person is at least a degree holder is at least 90%. it's indeed an uphill task trying to differentiate or distinguish yourself, a gg-to-be graduate from the rest of the world, to your potential employer. therefore, to simplify the elimination of candidates applying for the same post, employers now turn to your outer appearances to determine your employability. let me give u guys a real life case. i had a friend, z, who recently went to the career fair. she was approached by many staff. the satff told her that she will undoubtedly have a good prospect if she ever joins their company. upon hearing that from my friend, i was left puzzled and dumbfounded. so i went hey, but how they know u will have good propsects just by looking at u? my friend answered, "coz pretty mahz." now, i shan comment on my friend's appearance coz i think beauty is a very subjective issue. but deep in my mind, i was like thinking, what the fuck! then pple study so hard for fuck?! it's not pple's fault for looking how they looked!! how can u judge us based on our appearances?! i screamed angrily in my mind.
i know this is an extremely disturbing subject for many people, me included. tt explains my leaden-weight heart.
additionally, this matter had triggered my hatred for this creature with 2 boobs, endless legs, and a pretty interface under a mob of dead cells. all the more if this disgusting creature behaves in a freaking, irriating superior manner. I SHALL NOT TOLERATE SUCH ATTITUDE. ive made my stand very clear. if i should come across this pest, i shall spray it with pesticide and aid the world in ridding such a shameless, intolerable parasite. peace.
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-