Friday, March 04, 2005 @11:34 PM
supposed to be using this time to play maplestory. but the damn patch is taking a hell of a long time. since i'm not supposed to be studying at this time, decided to blog instead.
was having ge this noon when xinyu asked me if i was in school. i guess she must be feeling blue so i asked her wat happened and she told me that she is upset with this person whom i shall name v. she told me tt she nearly exploded on v today. lol. i'm not surprised coz there had been subtle conflicts between them all along. i understand how she feels too coz it happened to me before. it's true. when 2 gd friends spent too much time together, there tend to be conflicts. it's kind of weird. when friends dun meet up all the time, they get along better, apparently. i still remember i used to hang out 24/7 with grace in sec 2. we would go to school together, go home together, sit together in class (somemore consecutively for 3 years). we spend so much time together that little things we do would irritate each other. i still can remember this entry in my manual diary abt me scolding grace. the stupidest thing is i actually got irritated with her over a cup of lemon tea. ya. this incident said it all ya? then came sec 3. we sort of drifted apart coz of her devotion to band. from then, things started improving between us coz we didnt spend alot of time with each other anymore. the time spent together were only in class, where we would then sit next to each other and chat as softly as possible. if that failed, we would pass notes to each other although she was like directly next to me. still remember we would pass notes often in mdm leow's class. lol. ya. move on to jc. me and christine also spent loads of time together. we sit together, sms each other regularly, blah blah blah. i tot i found a good friend in her till one day i received an sms from her which was intended for desmond. in the sms, she labelled me a bitch. lol. after that we drifted and of coz become good friends again. me, zan, xinyu, kailing and justin can remain as very good friends coz we do not spend alot of time together. i often ponder abt the essence of that. perhaps it's indeed true that absence makes the heart fonder. conversely, too long an absence makes a heart stray. lol.
anyway, just a piece of warning. u can be irritated with friends if spend too muz time together. but if that person is someone who has the potential to become a genuine friend of urs, i think u shud treasure the friendship. when u feel that u might have gone overboard and hurt her feelings, it's time to apologise to let her know that she is someone whom u treasure and care. so, sorry to all the pple who's reading this and i have thrown my xiao jie pi qi on. i really dun mean it!! serious! it's precisely we are close enough that's y u guys get to see my real side man. where got pple show black face to strangers one? so u guys shud feel privileged k!
alright, shall go check on my maple story patch le!
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