Sunday, February 06, 2005 @11:24 AM
yes!! going shopping later with xinyu and zan later. made a pact with xinyu we will only return when the moon sets. lol.. i've been forcefully deprived of shopping man. it's finally time!! going to orchard later, followed by bugis!! hope i can find many many things to buy!! the irony is whenever i have money i seem to cant find anything to buy at all. :( hope today would be a fruitful shopping spree. whee~
QZ called me last night. but when i saw the number i tot it was justin coz the numbers looked the same. lol.. was expecting to hear justin's voice but nope. took some time to regsiter it's QZ! Felt really happy to be able to hear his voice man. somehow his voice always have a smoothing effect on me for some reason. maybe it's the way he talks? ok.. think he sounded jovial, crapping whenever he could. yupz. but sob.. this is the second time he returned to singapore and yet i couldnt meet up with him! unfair! the first time was coz i was forbidden to. the second time is coz of all my damn quizzes! :(
anyway QZ is one person who will always remain very special in my heart.. he's my first love after all! lol.. still remember my major crush on him man. would used to peep at him whenever his class walked past my class. secretly looking at his handsome face yet praying he wun notice.. if i dun see him i would get all panicky and will wonder if he's sick or something tt's y nv go sch.. so i had a major crsuh on him for ard one year plus before he was cajoled by yixuan.. that time i was really on top of the world.. but subsequently i did doubt if he really likes me coz he was being "forced" to ask me to be his gf.. lol.. ya.. the first guy i really held hands with and the first guy who sent my heart beating at 10000000 beats per second, who sent butterflies flying in my stomach whenever we meet.. can still remember how we 2 used to hold hands and walked all the way to dazhong primary sch and once to westmall.. and how we two used to talk on the phone.. lol.. when he left for australia i was devastated.. my world came crushing down.. can still recall i spent the night crying to sappy love songs on the day he left.. awww... a short but sweet relationship.. just like how a first love shud be like.. till now whenever i hear i dun wanna miss a thing by aerosmith i will instinctly think of him.. QZ, if u are reading this, dun fly high high k.. :)
alrighty, got to stop here le.. if not i'm gg to be late!!
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-