Sunday, February 20, 2005 @10:55 AM
as the title said it all.. went to mdm chao's house to bai nian. it was more of like a class gathering, where we met and update each other how we had been doing and stuff. it was kind of fun. but no CNY mood lar. no one gambled. lol. went home straight after that coz aunt they all were at my place playing mahjong. hmm.. didnt really had the chance to gamble too. hands itchy sia. after dinner went down with my cousins they all. had a talk with my big cousin (eve) abt life in NTU, the pple i hang ard with and of coz my looming working life. felt so much better talking to her. in case u guys dunno, i'm in accountancy course upon her wise advice. eternally greatful to her for being so caring and selfless. lol. yupz. she's a wonderful person. like a bIg sister to rely on whenever i lose my footing along the way. shan go into details abt what we talked about. decided to keep the info to myself coz i dun think some of the pple reading this deserves to know. lol. (my blog had been invaded by strangers!!) *gasp*
down with flu currently. hope i'll recover soon coz i intended to catch up on my readings this term break. kailing is very gia to go double o tmr. dunno if i shud go. feel like gg but at the same time feeling so damn sick. scared passed out. lol. somemore got hall bash this wed and zouk. feel like gg to catch up with pple i long lost contact with. but of coz the real reason behind it coz i want to play!
kailing told me something abt our impending honours and i feel kind of depressed upon hearing it. shan talk abt it here either coz i dun want some pple to unintentionally hurt my fragile feelings again. i feel kind if undermined in NTU. some pple have the propensity to underestimate my intelligence. at times i even feel tt i'm being treated like an idiot, up to the point that i feel tt i'm not being respected. what i said is equivalent to nothing said. but it's k. i will tolerate. who knows what the future brings. dun smirk at me man u farking pple.
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