Wednesday, January 26, 2005 @11:02 AM
sighz.. dunno if it's my new hair or wat.. everytime i looked into the mirror i'll be like.. pukes.. i look damn shit today.. must be my mini fringe.. *sob* dunno how dear will react when he's back next week. i told him over the phone but he didnt have muz reaction.. ok. tt's just typical of him. i used to be quite confident of my looks.. but haha.. out of the blue one day, i realise tt my sister is getting prettier and prettier. with her colour lenses and stuff. somemore we are now in the same school. people tends to compare and stuff. could feel my morale diping skyhigh. worse thing is i woke up with a pimple breakout this morning. gel said there was nothing but i could see those tiny red evil dots threatening to erupt anytime! ARGH!! when me and my sister were younger, everywhere we go people had always compared the 2 of us. since they do not know us well, obviously they will compare our looks. they had always say i was the prettier one. lol. *bhb* ok. even friends said so. but come on man.. ur friends have to say u r prettier mah! where got people come tell u hey i think ur sister is hotter than u? sighz. kind of feel low now man. *bleahz*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-