Wednesday, December 29, 2004 @11:23 PM
sianz to the max!! already planned to go clubbing with zan and man today. but my period came just when i wore my contacts and about to change. actually morning quite pain le but nothing came. i tot it was probably just some stupid stomach upset. sighz. somemore long time nv go club. was really looking forward to it lor. bad bad timing. *groans* now i can only cross my fingers and pray tt i can go to at least a new year party just before sch reopens. haha. sorry man n zan! pls forgive me!! lol.. actually i was so bent on going i kept pyschoing myself tt the pain will go away soon. wanted to pop some menstrual pandaol. but would be taking alcohol. dunno wat will happen so didnt take in the end. finally i have to come to terms with the fact tt i wun be going. feel so down. asked dear to at least acc me till 10. 10 came and i asked him acc me to the coffee shop. thou my stomach is cramped i just want to get out. -self denial- lol...
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-