Thursday, December 30, 2004 @11:23 PM
getting sianz of my blog. shud i get a new skin? hmmm.. looks kind of plain to me at this very moment. wanted to further customise it.. but i'm just getting lazier and lazier. must be the pre-effect of the damn re-opening of school. cant wait to start sch man *pui*
slept the whole day away. wanted to catch watch the fockers but stomach cramp. dun feel like going anywhere at all. so darling came over and hugz me to sleep *xin fu look*. slept the noon away. he played maplestory after tt. watch him play seemed fun. perhaps i shud try. female gamers appear more intellectual. *shrugs*
read zan's blog this noon. think she's right. actaully mum was telling me off the other day for wasting my hols. i didnt get my anicipated license nor did i get a job. i did try man. just tt luck is damn f*ck-ing not on my side. anyway, back to my point. come to think of it, i dun think this hols is wasted. zan was right in tt me, her and man were closer. much more than when we were in JC. we've been friends for so long! let me count the years.. 8 years including this year! gosh! i think i'm not ever gonna let go of this "renewed" friendship. haha.. friends are indeed forever! esp friends tt had been with u for so long, where u all went thru all the thicks and thins, all the ups and downs, all the verticals and horizontals, all the norths and the souths, all the west and the east.. u get the drift.. haha.. althou we didnt spend alot of time tog this hol, i just feel better.. as in i know tt things are just gonna be better..
dear sent me a message today in friendster regarding his tots. yupz. he told me he he resolved to spend more time with his mum coz she's very weida. i agree. all mothers are very weida! mine included! serious! my mum helped my dad with his biz, brought us up, always took good care of us, whatever we want she will get it for us, fetch us back and fro whenever we asked her to. somemore i think she also not enough sleep. some nights she also wake up early to take bird nest for us to eat. seeing dear's messgae, i felt very happy. coz i was right in him about being a family guy and i like tt. i like guys who loves their family and respects his parents and be filial towards his parents. ya. he is the kind of guys tt girls will want to settle down with and frankly speaking, there is not much of this species of guys in singapore anymore. i can only pray tt he wun kena snatched away. i feel tt our relationship is very stable now. but time is always a factor. afterall, we still have many years to come. nobody knows what will happen. but i know tt i can trust him. on my part, i can only give him my love and treat him the way tt he really deserves coz he really is a very good guy. *i love u dear!*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-