Thursday, August 26, 2004 @8:38 AM
Sighz.. was reading 8-days just now and read abt women who looked great at 40.. formula is happiness.. lol.. but it's just so hard to be in singapore.. stress is all ard.. lol.. was lying on bed lazing when i started reflecting abt myself.. i realised tt perhaps i'm really not very big-hearted.. i take comments too seriously sometimes and tend to stress over the smallest stuff sometimes.. i also do not give pple the benefit of doubt.. so maybe tt's y sometimes i'm such a sour person.. yucks.. think it's time for a revamp man.. i need to change.. i need to grab hold of all my happiness!! from now on, i'm gg to take things with a pinch of salt.. i shud try to trust more pple and be more kind-hearted.. lol.. i feel tt i'm v kind-hearted thou.. poor darling always have to put up with all my unreasonable comments.. but luckily he's able to take it.. lol.. if not i'll pinch him!! u shud not be so narrow-minded too.. but sometimes only k.. in certain aspects i feel i'm more open minded than my frinds.. haha..
right now xinyu is in suntec with daniel.. paiseh ah.. not i dun want go but stuck with my acc tut.. have to discuss tmr.. piangz.. all the qn are so damn bl**dy hard lor.. i've already used up all my brain cells.. hopefully gel can make it.. heehee.. actually i as comtemplating to go.. but then i decide to give xinyu this chance to "click' with daniel.. hopefully something will work out and she will find herself a person to rely on.. she really deserves it.. she's such a best friend!! pls dun scold me xinyu!! thou she sounded sianz when she called me i hope she's enjoying herself this very minute.. ok.. gtg le.. *cheers to happiness*
♥ -Dollicious-Sinner-